Her heart hurt as the tiny onyx fae waddled through the area she was dropped in. She honestly had no idea where she was, for hours she had spent calling for Melos. The male she’d come to love and cherish. Though his words cut through her like a knife. I don’t want to be around you anymore Printesa, you’re blind and can barely do anything. How could someone like me, an adventure actually accomplish anything if I constantly have to watch you? She couldn’t help but to cry when he said these things to her. She was worthless, she already knew how worthless she was. Her mind was racing and her entire body was killing her. She had horrible senses even though many say that being blind was supposed to heighten them, not for Tesa, her father had beaten her so badly that a lot of her senses were dull. Most of which had to do with her father crushing her head with stones.

Alas, when Melos left her she had no idea where she was, as she walked around she bumped into things, got cut, fell, the whole nine yards. She was bleeding all over, her body, as said before, ached and was crying out in pain. Sure enough she knew she was about to die. Even if a creature didn’t come along and kill her itself. She was fading and each step was a show of that. Her body trembled and finally collapsed near the caverns. She had no idea what lurked in this area and there wasn’t anything she could do about it now. Her paws attempted to wiggle under her defeated body, but she honestly couldn’t move anymore than that.

Tears again threatened to run down her face. The feeling of self-esteem rolling off the princess and evaporating into the air could almost be called intoxicating in a bad way. She was losing all sense of self pride, self esteem, and confidence she had in herself was gone. I am worthless, he was right, no one should have to deal with a burden like me. I don’t even know why I got attached. I didn’t want to get hurt, yet here I am. Broken and alone. At least I know my father won’t ever be able to get me if I’m dead. Her exhausted mind whispered to her and finally the tears started falling. She wanted to be safe and warm next to the wolf she fell for, curled up against his body and holding on to his ear so she could sleep. The more she thought on it, the more her body hurt and the tears streamed faster.

She never intended for him to be her knight in shining armor. For him to even save her off the cliff in the mountains. She had so many dreams of him though, what he would look like, what it would look like to grow old together. What it would be like to actually tell him how she felt. Instead it was all thrown in her face. Every feeling she had was crushed by the few sentences that he yelled at her. I am worthless, let me die here please universe. She let out a low mournful howl and finally felt the lips of her eyes close over the cream lids of her blind self.
She was still breathing as she lay outside of one of the caverns that no more than two hours before a black and white wolf stumbled in looking for it’s meal, night was falling over head which meant the vampires would come out to play. Tesa’s last encounter with a vampire was with Uriel and he had explained to her that he wasn’t always in his right mind, that any area with a vampire in it was not safe for little creatures like her. Though through Tesa’s bumbling around she ended up right in the middle of vampire territory. Her fragile body wouldn’t be able to handle an attack if one saw it as fit to attack her. They could probably just bite in and suck her body dry. Maybe Melos would be happy then? He would never have to worry about a little thing like me again. She whimpered once more and tried to stop the tears, but they just kept falling. Only stopping when the little fae fell asleep from a broken heart, awaiting death from it as well.

As she waited her mind started to show her images of things that would break her more. You know how they say when you die, your life flashes before your eyes. Her’s was doing the same thing. Her father prowled towards her as his teeth went up in a wicked smirk. He wouldn’t say anything as he stalked closer to her. Her body didn’t shiver this time though, she knew he was going to hurt her no matter what he did to her. She can’t fear the known. His pink with black spotted tongue danced over his fangs once and she backed up, looking for possible escapes for her tiny body. His smile meant he was out to do some serious damage, but it wouldn’t stop her from at least trying to get away. This time she would get away as she daringly sprinted directly under him. The charge threw him off and she was able to get away for know. She was able to be strong once. Tesa’s body jerked and it woke the little fae up. Even when she was dying she couldn’t dream of her father and not wake up.

At least this was one of her quieter dreams. Not one that would mean she was terrified and crying out. Maybe it was a sign that this was a time for her to be strong and not give up, but she was to broken to even try to not give up. Whimpers kept escaping her throat as she lay on the cold winter warn ground. Her body shivering and waiting to leave this realm of existence. Though, she would just have to wait a little longer, Once her body stopped shaking it would mean that she was going to die. That brought a smile to her face, soon this was no longer going to be torture, the blood pooling from and around her body wouldn’t be soaking and affecting her. She would just be blissfully numb to everything hurting her, even Melos. ”It’s time to say goodbye world.” Her sweet voice whimpered out as she finally stopped shaking and her body began to slip in and out of consciousness and playing on a thin line of living.