She been on this land for a while, everything around her was different. It made the hardened fae rethink her place in any world, she knew that she wasn't going to do what her parents had asked her to do. They never put her best interest to heart, they told her what she had to be, what she needs to be, but never once stopped and asked what she wanted to be. She definitely was a hard She Wolf, but that's just how she was raised. She didn't want to be known as some rude, mean, insensitive thing she wanted to show that she had compassion and with compassion she also had empathy for others especially the male that held her heart. He above all else knew exactly what she was, what she had to be and never once faulted her for it. He became her best friend, not that he even knew it, even though her father and her mother saw his people as slaves. That's not what they were or was that ever what they were going to continue to be. As if she ever made it home she would change it, she would challenge your father and challenge the ways of the old. Times have changed, things had moved on, this wasn't what it was supposed to be and it wasn't going to be any more. She was the heiress of their pack, she was the one that was going to be leading next, she was secretly in love with the one she wasn't allowed to have. She growled to herself as she thought about it, how they would surely make her the laughing stock of the pack if she lost to her father. Maybe she wouldn't go home. What's the point of going home if there's nothing there for her? That even means everything and anything there was useless to her, a father that was brutal and abusive, her mother didn't care what happened to her, the only one that cared was him and she couldn't find him. Since they showed up on land she's been searching high and low for him, not even caring about what her father asked of her. She told him he was free, but she missed him. What did that have to say about her? She missed him and yet she didn't tell him. She treated him like her father treated all the others and she she tell him that she felt differently, he saw himself as a slave to her, but did he ever noticed how she treated him a little different when they were alone? She tried to be nicer, tried to show that she cared. Would he ever forgive her for how she acted? Would he even listen when she told him? Would he think that she was just playing him and doing something to see if he would give in? Maybe she should stop looking for him let him live his life as he is. All these questions are swimming in her brain and she didn't know how to comprehend them, she never once second-guessed herself. She's always been straightforward Surefire girl, but now she was second-guessing herself and she honestly didn't like it. She was watching the area change with the seasons, things were starting to change spring and then there was more changes like the coming summer and the area was becoming warm, heavy with the heating are, but not so heavy that it was incapacitating, but still it was a little uncomfortable. She was used to cooler area, cooler air, cooler water. Frozen things all around her, she loved winter where it was beautiful and nice, thankfully she's heading towards mountains that look like they were caped in the mist and snow. Two things she loved dearly. She wondered if he knew that about her, she also wondered if he was looking for her. Not that he had a reason to look for her after she told him that he was free. She ran far and she didn't look back, but after a moment or so she did look back and he was nowhere to be found. She was farther away than she intended. She took a deep breath and started to climb the slopes feeling the cool air slap her as she continued higher up into the Alps. It was going to be hard climb and a hard climb was something she dearly needed to do. To stress her limbs, stress her muscles and take it to the max. She wondered what awaited her whenever she decided to not stop climbing, day became night and night became day. It all seem to blend together, she couldn't really tell what was what anymore as the Mist started to become thicker and blotted out the sunshine. A smile creep out over her face, this reminded her of home. A home she had now decided to never go back there. Even if she didn’t get her male back, she wasn’t going to go back to being her fathers toy. Finally her body collapsed onto a decent snowy plane. Her body had taken a toll and it made her happy. Made her glad that she collapsed, she wondered if he would silently yell at her for pushing herself to hard. She wanted him to yell at her, to hear him be more than just what her father made him to be. “I miss him.” She sighed out before falling asleep in the heavy snow.