Re(2): Hey old timer :) Posted on 2/25/2018 at 08:48:17 PM by Engineer
Barely but alive. Survived totalling my car because I passed out from boy. A week later my using buddy ODd on the same stuff I was on. 4 shots of narcan later he came back. Both of us just snorting too. Crazy. Four months clean now, so can't complain. Took every dime I had but I survived.
Worse has been getting off SSRIs. Ended up in the pysch ward behind locked doors bc I thought I was gonna end it. Been off SSRIs now for almost a month. Fuck them. 6 years being on them and never once got relief. Very, very tired now but at least I don't feel like imma kill myself.