There was always the bigger question. Why anyone did anything in this world. Life was funny sometimes. Giving them things they never thought they needed. So, I was put into his life for a reason, Whether that be to mess it up more than it already was. Or if there was a deeper meaning out there, somewhere. I had no idea. I was skeptical, unsure of what else to do, so I did whatever came naturally to me. Not that I knew what the Hades I was doing. So, when I felt like I had to do something, like it churned in my gut to go a certain way, I did it. Not that it made sense to me.
I sat patiently as he did what I said. I smiled with a soft satisfaction at the grimace on his face as he did so. His words caused a chuckle to fall from my lips. "They do. But today, so do you." I waited until I know he'd actually swallowed them. I dropped my head to the rabbit, grabbing it by the scruff and dropped it at his feet, taking a step back so he could eat if he wants.
His word reached me as I dropped the body at his feet. I sighed. Looking at him with unease, then looking to the sky. "Fate put us together for a reason, right? Whatever reason that may be, I have a feeling they don't want me to let you die, so here we are." My gaze landed on him before I let my eyes fall to the ground.
"I don't know what you did to cause this to happen, and I'm not asking to know, Because honestly, I don't want to hear it." A huff escaped my lips as I tried to figure out what I was going to say, because this whole thing? It was a giant clusterfuck. "Before meeting you, my relationship with Eden was non-existent. I knew him as what my mother portrayed him as when I was a young pup. But now, the knowledge that he let this happen-- No, ordered it as your punishment. This whole thing? I don't know where I stand anymore. With you, with him, hell, even here in this pack." I fought to keep myself from snarling as the hurt began to bubble. "So I'll put this simple. If you don't want me here, If that'll put you back in his good graces that you want, I'll leave. How's that for why."
I brought my eyes up to meet his, unsure what I'd find lurking in the depths of his eyes. Maybe me leaving would be the best, all around. Because hell, I didn't know who I was anymore.
eden x renai, eight, glorall?, fated to underidge.