I had not spent the night in my den with my pups… I had tucked them in, yes, and cuddled with them to keep them warm for a time, but after they fell asleep, I left them. Some perhaps would call that bad parenting, but I saw no use in staying with them when I, myself, cannot sleep. When I would potentially spend the entirety of the night tossing and turning, and potentially waking them up. Was not sleep more important for the young? I think I had heard that once, although perhaps that was just the way my mother manage to get some sleep of her own - by insisting that it was for the best for me. I’m not sure… But it doesn’t matter, because the night is done already. And just as dawn is breaking, I find myself traveling back home, toward my den, toward my twins Kaukab and Kenryk. But then… There’s something that stops me. The breaking of a twig? Or perhaps it was the rustling of grass… i flicker my ears to catch another hint of the sound for I’m not sure which because honestly I was not paying attention to much else except for that upon my mind. Perhaps I should back up a bit - the reason I have not been able to sleep throughout the night for the two ast few passes of the moon was because that damn Kirastasia had stolen all thoughts, and had commanded all of them. It was the last thing I wanted to feel. But it had been so long… So long since I had felt the pleasure of another upon my body… not since my coupling with Kershov. It had been so long since I had felt in general. Would emotions really be so bad, now and here? As it was, I already wished to have them back so that I could care properly for my pups… And that thought stream had been the entirety of the night - over and over and over again. And now, it seemed, that a stranger was trying to make their way into the pack. I stopped and turned, my head looking first toward the boundary, and then the other way back toward my den and my kin. I had a choice to make - to either meet the threat head on and potentially protect the pack, or head to my den, and protect only my pups. For some stupid reason, I went to the left. To the boundary.
Just in time, too, for I have no idea who the fuck this lady is, who is about to cross over the boundary. I stare blankly at her, my jaw slightly open as I just focus on her for a second. I am right in her way, but perhaps 10 feet ahead, merely on the other side of the boundary. She an idiot? She simply going to walk… No that is not a walk. Waltz? Yes, she just going to waltz over the boundary? It appears so… I shake my head and close my eyes for second, trying to comprehend exactly what she’s doing. What she is thinking. She is a single wolf, not even too muscular, just average. Does she really think this is a good idea? Apparently so, because by the time I open my eyes, she’s even a step closer. I finally open my mouth to talk to her, and a scoff comes out.
“Are you a fucking idiot? Or do you have a death wish? Are you suicidal? If that is the case, I can’t help you, or rather, I won’t help you. But if you have any malignant intentions, I should warn you that I have no intention of allowing you to harm any within this pack.” My voice is monotone, as it so often is, except for when I falsely elevate it in order to fake some emotion in my vocals when talking to my pups. “Just turn around, you dolt, turn around and go home. Wherever that is… It isn’t here.” The way she moves almost reminds me of my son… Kaukab, that is. He is the more carefree of the two, the more childish. Not that I say that to his detriment, for after all, he is but a child. But to see it on an adult… It is wrong. Although, I suppose in that aspect she reminds me of my Alphess, Milo. Carefree, and overly joyed at all times. Sort of similar to… Fuck, how did Kira manage to wiggle her way into this train of thought too? I shake my head in exasperation and sigh.
“Listen, turn around and leave, and I won’t hurt you. I have no desire to… Although I in truth have no desire to do much at all. But should you cross that boundary, you shall force my paw.”
||Kahlan|| ||Broken Heart|| ||Cracked Soul of Wudubearo|| ||Zeta|| ||69cm.:.23kg|| ||Kenryk*Kaukab|| |