I’m Trying to Make Sense…
Awkwardly tall stilts with large paws that were far too big stumbled through the brush. They scraped along, dragging in a defeated way. Large black pinna were unalert, barely standing upright on the male’s cranium. He had hoped coming to these new lands would hold a better future for him. But so far it had been a lot of the same. He still had no friends, not even an acquaintance. He wondered if he would ever run into another being that did not judge him for his appearance. He was still the same species as the others that he lived with. But just because he did not have traditional coloring meant that he was tainted and cursed. According to his genes, he had more devil than angel in him. But in his soul he was torn in two. Sometimes he wanted to just become what the others assumed he was. To be an asshole and rude to those around him. But that was not what he was like. He was kind and gentle and just wanted someone to see that in him. But with the way things were going for him…he was about to give in and just be an cold hearted evil brute.
A sigh escaped Edderkop’s throat as he almost stumbled over a tree root in the ground. He wasn’t paying much attention to where he was or what he was doing. He was lucky that he hadn’t run into danger at this rate. Icy blue orbs took a moment to see where he had stumbled to. There were lots of thick trees and foliage here, plenty of areas for himself or others to hide in the shadows. His glowing dark pelt could easily disappear if he wished it. And maybe he did, he was essentially invisible to the others that had come to these lands with him. So what was the point of keeping himself out in the open? But there was still a small part of him that had hope that maybe he just hadn’t come across the right wolf to be unjudgmental of his appearance and to get to know him. But it was a small and fading glimmer. Edderkop didn’t know how much longer he could go on like this. Feeling an immense loneliness that made it hard to go forward with each day. But somehow, here he was, in these new lands. Ready to start a new life.
…of What Noone Can Explain
Table and picture credit to Xathira!
☽ Edderkop | Male | Teen | No Kin | No Home | Corrupted Akasha Stratum | Violet ☾