Belikov is already tired of herd life. Was this all stallions knew how to do? Fight over others? Cause pain in those that have to be the end deal of it? Sure Zjeena told them they could choose what to do that they were free basically. The others choices weighed heavily on his mind. Sure he understood Grier's choice but did part of Zjeena's words cause it? Did they only care about the one side? Sure he knew his father use to have issues. But he was different now.
He almost didn't want to return home. He was almost tempted to go to the ridge with his mother but then he didn't want his mother hating Liland either. The almost yearling was so conflicted right now. What does he do? He knows a lot of his fathers actions now have to do with his foals. All he wants is to see his children grow older. But now he just doesn't know where he fits in.
He loves both his mother and father but everyone seems to be easily being swayed from his father. He worried that he may return home to find Liland dead. Thats what really scared him right now, did none of the others care about that?
He wanders paradise avoiding everyone of them. He afraid to seek out any of the foals that live here cause the only time he met a young horse in the Ridge that colt had attacked him and he was scared that would happen again all because he was unhappy here. He felt almost hated all because he loved his father and wanted to stick up for his father. |