Zen
”I am the Dark side of The Light.”
My love for Heyel grows each day we spend time together. He is a great wolf with a strong heart. Sometimes it is fun and comic, and sometimes it is serious as we discuss “business”. He makes me feel especial somewhat, when I am by his side, I don’t really know how... And now I fear so many things. I feel horrible for bringing Heyel into this, weak and ashamed for not been able to defend myself, angry with those two brutes. So much thoughts invade my mind, so many feelings ring in my heart that I cannot really tell how I feel.
It took some time for the pain to grow weaker. I could not think while waiting for that. It had been horrible, I never felt such great pain. In fact, nobody had ever harmed me so much in my life, that might explain. Heyel still held himself against me. The night breeze still pushed the dead’s scent towards my nostrils. Oh! The awful smell of death and blood. It would take quite some time for this smell to leave our form, for it is strong and my own blood had dried on my pelt. But there is no time to worry about my coat right now. The pain finally let me relax more. Heyel’s warm touch soothed me. It had been so long since… uh… Well I… Have never been touched by a male like this. Only Sulan had ever did this in the cold nights when we were young. My coat is short and when winter came it wasn’t enough to protect me from the cold. Sulan would sort of… Wrap himself around me. But Heyel’s touch was far different. Let alone the situation itself. Oh… For a second I felt like my own brother. When he came back to the den after fighting dad. I was the one responsible for healing him, not only for training purposes, but also because only the high pack was responsible for the heirs’ health. Now who is the one wounded? I never thought myself in such a situation. I am glad Heyel showed up. I turned my head and asked him how was it looking. He pulled the moss away from my shoulder and spit it on the earth. His violet eyes and face already could tell me the answer as he strived to see something at all in the dark. I forgot that unless I glow, he wouldn’t be able to see a thing. And… I think I lack this ability. He easy his hold on me.
- Oh… Great diagnostic, - I smiled.
He proceeded and I listened to him. It’s not bleeding anymore. I am a bit relieved to hear that. But still feeling bad. I smiled as he sarcastically told me about his “obvious” skills for healing. Yes… Great skills. He proceeded, telling me it could get infected. He is right, it can get infected and it wouldn’t be very nice. He asked if I could walk that far and offered his frame for me to lean against. I tilted my head.
- Yes, I… Think I can walk… - Heyel shuffled, and I took a moment to give him a lick under his chin.
In my lands this action have deep meanings. Great affection… And even love. Indeed my feelings for him are deep. Well… I… Wanted to thank him… A warm smile touched my features as he spoke, hesitant, searching for his words. My heart raced, did he…? For a moment, I hoped… But... No… He would never say that. He would never… I mean. He is the king of Moladion, he had been the alpha of the greatest pack in all Moladion! And. Look at me! What am I? I am just a little healer, who can’t even defend myself. Finally, came his words. His muzzle pressed so gently against my cheek. The smile faded from my face slowly as he spoke once again. I looked away for a second as I raised to my paws. My right paw pulling close to my chest.
- Yes, you’re right. We should… go…
I took the first steps slowly, trying to adapt to my situation. The next steps were easier as we walked. I tried my best not to lean against Heyel, but… I had no choice. I kept losing balance. Oh! How Heyel must be angry at me.
10 Years old | Lonely Wolfess | --28in/77lbs
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