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Posted on November 16, 2014 at 08:32:17 PM by Estelle
I remain nestled into his chest, soaking in the warmth his body give off, and listening to the beating within his chest. I knew I hadn't made a mistake as I feel his paw slightly move for comfort. The moment is magical, set aflame by what we can be, and hoping that we will be.
Inside I dwell, dreading the time coming, for soon he will have to leave. My burning, saddened gaze watches as the sun slowly sinks, before I close my eyes and hide my face into the fur of his chest.
I hear him speak my name, making my heart melt and a warm shiver runs down my spine, making my toes tingle with delight. The way he spoke my name, it was different than the way he had spoken to me before. I'm not sure if I should think of it a bad thing, or a good thing. But I do know that I'd give anything for him to slowly repeat it just as he had just spoken it. Though I knew that that wasn't the end of it, I felt he had more to say.
Ear rotate forward as he continues, and when he does finish I am baffled by what he says!
I pull my crown out from under his chin, my eyes meeting his. I honestly don't know what to say as it was so sudden, but it was just at the right moment. Truth be told, it is still a lot to take in. I've never had this moment happen to me, and the only wolves I've known to tell me this have been my family. This is different, though. This isn't the kind of love you'd expect from your family, this is something you'd expect from your... other half. And still no other has told me such.
"Voltaire..." my voice fades before I can even speak the rest. Taking this step, well... It huge! But as I gaze at the brute who only stares at me with such passion, I know that this is exactly what I've been searching for.
A soft smile slowly crosses my lips, and my befuddled gaze softens as well. "I love you."
Had I said it right? Is that how it is spoken? Those three simple words, how could they mean so much? It was then I realized, that it isn't the way you say those words that give the true meaning, it is the way you show it.
My eyes begin to gloss over, and I try to bite back the tears that threaten to stain my cheeks. They only fall when he states his next move. Of course he will have to go soon, I had seen it coming, but not this soon.
My gaze falls as those same tears roll down my snout. I had fallen at such the wrong time, why couldn't this be done sooner? Or at least some other time later... After he spoke his next words, the tears suddenly dry and my heart begins to pound. Should I go? Or should I wait an stay here...
I had just left my pack in the hands of my brother, I left the responsibility, yet here I am now deciding on whether I should go back to another.
The decision is made.
"Yes! Yes, yes, yes, I will go with you!" I couldn't hold my composure at this point in time, the excitement shot through my veins like electricity. As if a thunderbolt of joy struck me in the spot of which I stand. Little do I know that I may regret my decision, surrounding myself with others, whom I have never laid eyes on in my life! But as long as I am with Voltaire, I should feel fine. Protected at the most.
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