The forest stands tall and lush here; ancient trees reach weather-twisted arms to the sky, fighting monster-like storm clouds back with their interlacing fingers. Shadow seems to lurk everywhere you look, but it spills calmly, coolly, inspiring a sense of stealthy calm or protection rather than unease. That is, if you've forgotten what kind of creature might be stalking just out of sight...Abendrot is a land cradled by the dark woods on all sides; in the center, some of the larger trees stay behind to reveal a small plateau - a citadel where this pack can gather and defend itself from invaders. There are, of course, softer sides to the land. Clearings here and there allow the sun to throw down its rays in incongruously resplendent gold showers. Ignore the lingering scents of blood spattered here and there along the borders: those do not concern you. The river on one edge of the territory is playful enough when it hasn't been gorged by violent rain. You can choose to note the ragged claw marks raked down tree trunks and the forest floor as friendly "Home Sweet Home" signs, if you wish.

All who treasure loyalty, order, victory, and the occasional indulgence of raw visceral pleasure are welcome, once they've been approved by the ever-watchful eyes of Abendrot's Alpha. But keep one thing in mind: no matter what your motive, this is not a fool's Paradise. This is the land of soldiers, assassins, and spies. This is ABENDROT.

Make up your mind quickly and prepare to prove your worth. You wouldn't want to add to those blood spatters, would you...?

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All she did was stare at me while I basically screamed at her. It feel a little bad about it now but I might bother to apologize to her later when I am not so angry. I am angry, and sad. Im scared, scared out of my wits about what will happen to me here. I feel like giving up hope, I feel like laying on the ground letting the weather take its tole on me. All of it was unecessairy, every word, every welp. All of it , all of the things I never wanted. I don't want to be like this to anyone, I want the old Taylor back. The one who would giggle nonstop who acted like she was on cloud nine, the girl who had parents and the girl who didn't have a care in the world.

But I can't be her anymore. My parents are dead. I feel like I am in a state of depression. Right now cloud nine doesn't really exist, I have cares because I'm here and I know I can really get hurt. She smiles. It must really hurt what I said. I lay my ears back a little. My eyes aren't covered with liquid anymore. Its time for me to stop being a little kid and grow up if I am to get myself out of here. The only person I can trust is myself. Remember stay close to her and she might be able to lead you to where you want. "I appologize.. Really, I shouldn't have said any of it. If you said anything like that to me.. Well I wouldn't have been able to hold myself back." I say sadly. I can't hate her. I don't know why, but all of a sudden I just want to respect her. I truely feel for her and I probably shouldn't. I close my eyes while she speaks.

I know exactly why I respect her, when I close my eyes to hear her speak; I can picture my mother talking to me. They both sound exactly the same. I want to call her mother. Mum. Mommy. They all mean the same. They all mean somebody who cares for you. For a moment I zone out and truely believe it is my mother talking, standing directly in front of me. At our old home, in front of our old den. Safe and sound. A smile comes across my face and I open my eyes. It fades after a few moments when I see the red furred girl. "Your right, maybe I will understand." Giving her what she wants to hear. Those words have absolutely no meaning behind them.

She seems to get very serious. I hear her words but they sound all fuzzy. I don't want to pay attention. I don't want to have a conversation. But a good little slave would answer when they were being spoken to now wouldn't they?

"I do relate a little to be honest here. I couldn't do anything about it once it was done. There was a little part of me who wanted to hunt him down and kill him. But I'm just a kid. Remember that." I am just a kid. I don't know what would make me such a good prisioner, or soldier or whatever you wish to call Kershov's little puppets. I don't know how any of them can't see the truth, I'm just a pup and I can see it all. Some of her accuzations I just ignore. There is no use, shes never going to let me go. She may sound like my lovely and kind mother, but shes not. I can't seem to bring myself to run off, like I was planning too. A little part of me wants to stay here so I can get better, she seems to care for me. She hasn't done any of the things that Kershov had done.

Consider myself lucky. I laugh. "Really I should consider myself lucky, lucky that I have nobody. Lucky that Im stuck here. Really? I'm anything but lucky." I hear her words, she heard them screaming her name over over and over.Mommy. My eyes have a distant look to them. I hear her words, I just see everything as she says it. And I slowly shake my head. So I really don't understand pain. Its overwhelmed me over the last few weeks. I'm drowning in it at the moment.

You’re an ignorant little tyke who had to go through a few things you didn’t almost die. You didn’t. I blink a few times and just stare at her."Don't you understand? I have wanted to die ever since I saw them laying there with there throats ripped out, blood covering my mothers lovely white coat, and my fathers brown one too. I have wanted to be dead, I do wish it was me who was killed, they could have had more pups and easily gotten over me. But they were all I knew. They were all I ever had. I'm fighting against depression. I'm sorry but you just don't get it. I don't think that you ever will either." I say sadly.

Better off with Kershov? The one who basically beat me. She quickly changes her mind, seems she doesn't want me dead. That makes me feel good for some reason. But if she thinks for some reason I won't try to escape she really is stupid. She stands to go and starts walking. I hesitate for a moment. I look around. I really don't want to be wondering all alonel.. especially not here. I run to catch up with her. I look up and give a little smile.

"So where are we going?" I say in an excited tone.


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