The forest stands tall and lush here; ancient trees reach weather-twisted arms to the sky, fighting monster-like storm clouds back with their interlacing fingers. Shadow seems to lurk everywhere you look, but it spills calmly, coolly, inspiring a sense of stealthy calm or protection rather than unease. That is, if you've forgotten what kind of creature might be stalking just out of sight...Abendrot is a land cradled by the dark woods on all sides; in the center, some of the larger trees stay behind to reveal a small plateau - a citadel where this pack can gather and defend itself from invaders. There are, of course, softer sides to the land. Clearings here and there allow the sun to throw down its rays in incongruously resplendent gold showers. Ignore the lingering scents of blood spattered here and there along the borders: those do not concern you. The river on one edge of the territory is playful enough when it hasn't been gorged by violent rain. You can choose to note the ragged claw marks raked down tree trunks and the forest floor as friendly "Home Sweet Home" signs, if you wish.

All who treasure loyalty, order, victory, and the occasional indulgence of raw visceral pleasure are welcome, once they've been approved by the ever-watchful eyes of Abendrot's Alpha. But keep one thing in mind: no matter what your motive, this is not a fool's Paradise. This is the land of soldiers, assassins, and spies. This is ABENDROT.

Make up your mind quickly and prepare to prove your worth. You wouldn't want to add to those blood spatters, would you...?

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Sleep deprived as normal, I made had made my way back to the little den a couple days ago (maybe?) where I was very... lucky to get to spend my first night here in. I left the pack meeting early before getting to speak with Kershov.. I can't even begin to think about Arsinoe, just too much pain associated with her voice, with her just period. I have spent the last, well I wasn't sure how long. Well ever since the meeting where Kershov had decided he wanted to rip a girls tounge out, I have spent the majority of my time in here, other than bathing and trying to eat. I haven't been able to keep anything down lately. I'm just very sickly. I have seen so much in such a very short time. I have no doubt finally cracked. Not being able to sleep, not being able to really eat, has definately taken its tole on my already tiny body. I am afriad to venture too far away from my little sanctum. Too many preditors here that would no doubt kill me if I even looked them in the eyes.

My life has truely been way too complicated. I want to die. I want to stay alive. Its killing me to stay here. Somebody would kill me If I tried to leave. I start shaking. Yeah thats something I do now. I start shaking like what some would say a crack baby would. I lay down, trying to stop, I just can't. I close my eyes and start scratching like crazy at the scar above my eye where I got knocked down, and knocked out. It hasn't been able to heal, ever since the night of the meeting these are a part of my daily routine. I can picture Arsinoe just walking up, saying "Thats a weakness, you shouldn't let anybody see you like that." Or something like that, normally I would come back at her with something. Now I just picture myself crumbling at her paws, or anybodies for that matter. Its what they wanted from the beginning right? To break my will, to just crush me like the bug that I am. To get me to obey them. Well they got what they wanted, maybe even a little more than what they wanted actually. But thats something everyone will just have to deal with. Because its just who I am now.

I breathe hard for a minute and manage to get myself calmed down a little, at least where I'm not shaking so badly. I open my eyes and I look down at my paw, where I had violently scratched the shit out of my head. Blood covers it. Insead of going to a stream or something I just simply lick it off. I have aquired the taste of blood. It doesn't taste terrible, but then again its not delicious.

I have spent time plotting different ways to get out, plotting different ways to stay alive here. I have tried balancing pros and cons for both, but ended up getting nowhere. I slowly stand. I have made my final decision, and now I just need one or maybe a few others to help me carry out my plan. It shouldn't be a hard decision for anyone here to make. I come out of the little den barely even walking, looking back and forth for any sign of life. Thats the thing about wolfs around here, they don't really like there presence to be known.

But I took a deep breathe, walked out of my little hiding place and ventured deeper and deeper into this hell called Abendrot. I have been plotting this for hours, its what I really have wanted from the beginning. I keep looking for somebody, anybody who could help me carry out my plan. I need help...



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