Her southern twang makes my skin shudder with pleasure as if I know that taste of that honey sweet tongue and yet I can't even recall her name. I want to, really. I stare at her without hesitation, no awkwardness or embaressment in my gaze for doing so. I want to remember her. Did she mean something to me? Were we a thing? I'd be damn lucky to get a thing like her into my den. I look her up and down, my eyes glinting. Pretty damn lucky.
My memories of Munashii Gekko are few and far between. I know that I was alpha. I know that I had many followers, most loyal, some just in it for the kicks of sounding dangerous. I know that they could be a handful, downright childish at times, like most wolves with a wild streak. I just can't recall names or faces. Did I hit my head or something? Not that I can remember an exact moment but I've been in many fights since leaving Blossom and Munashii. I travelled to a far off land called Moladian and made a name for myself. I fought my alpha to prove my worth as his beta. I challenged for a mate that I don't even love, just to be in the lives of my soon to be born children.
I was entranced with another female at the time and trying to get to know yet another female who had that innocent naive streak that I love so much. Call it a weakness. But in the end, it was all for naught and my life was missing something so I travelled back to Blossom to continue my life here. Only I can't really remember anyone I knew from before. Apparently this beautiful devil knew me. She has a secret to hide, she's a cannibal. It would make sense for her to live in Munashii while I was there. She's dangerous so she'd fit right in.
She looks shocked that I don't remember her. She asks if I'm fucking with her and I can't help but think that I'd like to be at the moment but I push those dirty thoughts away for now. She tells me that she was my beta. Damn, she was my second in command. Definitely makes me think there was something going on between us. Why else would I promote a female to my second? Okay, I'm not sexist or anything. I have an eye for potential and if I see strength in someone, male or female, I'm going to promote them. That just tells me that I saw something in this...Sookie...to make me want her right beneath me. Heh, damned if I wouldn't want that right this moment. Okay, I've been alone for nights on end now. My mind is getting away with me. Or rather, something a little lower is.
My face falters a bit when she mentions that she looked for me until her paws bled. Without hesitation, I lean toward her paws and sniff, searching for blood. I'm guessing they've healed by now, I just wanted to check. I look back up at her, catching her gaze and holding on. Are you okay now? I have a protective streak and I'm sure I never would have wanted her to hurt herself looking for me. I won't apologize for leaving. I had things I had to do, but I didn't want anyone to hurt themselves hunting for me.
She stares at me, her teal blue eyes mesmerizing. She seems to be expecting a reaction of some sort from telling me her name, but all I can do is stare back blankly, having already given up on summoning any memories of her to mind. She suddenly starts toward me, burrowing her nose in my neck. I stand my ground, my muscles tensing only a little because strangely I don't feel threatened by this blood stained female. Something tells me she won't hurt me...unless I want her to.
She whispers a question and I turn my head, finding an ear to whisper back into, my whiskers tickling her ear, my voice a smooth purr to see if it illicits the intimate reactions I think it will. I want to know if we had something concrete or if it was just a fatal attraction. I don't know why it's so important but it is. I wish I could say, but I don't know. I'd like to be able to remember the times I spent with you. I bet they were....fun.
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so just bite me baby
and drink all my blood
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