The crystal hearted hold the most value;;
I am the worst alpha of all, that’s the only explanation. I should have been there for Weylin when he needed me. I have seen him! He was there, waiting for someone to come or something to happen. I didn’t know that his brother had been killed, I didn’t know that. But I would know! I was going to Diveen to ask them what happened, if what they said was true and how did it happen! How does a wolf invade their pack and kill a wolf without them noticing it! I never thought that losing a pack would be so hard. Well, I knew it would be hard, I just didn’t think it would be this hard.
I chose to go back to Diveen and live there for a while. I couldn’t go back to Glorall for shame. What would I say to them? To the wolves who stayed under my rule? To the wolves who chose to come to my pack? And now… They are under another’s rule, for I have not been strong enough.
Enigma is now in front of me and I will never be able to describe how great is the shame I feel. She was one of the wolves who came to my pack. I promised peace, a place to stay and live happy, safe. Not even a week it had been she joined and I lost the pack. I didn’t want her to see me, especially like this. Beaten… Nothing… I apologized. That’s all I could do. Even the smell of Glorall makes me sad.
With a whine and a step forward she spoke, telling me that I didn’t fail her. But I know that’s not true. Look now where I am…
- My best wasn’t enough - Tail lowering - Thank you for worrying. You’re a great wolfess. One of the best.
I smiled. It was true. Not for her coming for my pack, but because of her heart. I could see how kind she is and how just. She deserved more, much more.
- How… Is everything in… The pack?
I know it would hurt, oh and it would hurt deeply! Just to hear about the pack. Why was it so hard? So painful? But I worry about Enigma, Cobryn, Apache, D’mani, Pan, Natalya, Sinopa… Every wolf. I only wish nothing but the best for them.
Sulan
10 Years old |Diveen Wolf| Forever Dusk’s lover | --38in/100lbs--
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