I listen to the words of my mother, how she speaks of how Caligula and Tesseract were no longer considered apart of our family. How they are...together. Yes, they were often together, almost always. They were always accepting of Celesdue, and I never understood why I was considered...different, right from brith, I could tell how they treated me differently. I do not understand that I am of half-blood, nor do I understand the importance of it. We both came from the same mother, and that is the only thing we can be certain of. But, alas, there was no understanding between us. I am...happy that my mother, seems to not approve of Caligula's attack. It makes me feel a little better knowing that she possibly cares.

I nod simply at her comment about Azrael, and my mother stopped as I did when I spoke of...her, my light. I can see, however, the strain within her as she speaks of imprints, how Nero was the father of Celesdue...and if I recall correctly, Caligula and Tesseract...they were of the same litter. Is this why, that Caligula may hate me? I am told that my father is Vague, not Nero. I ruffle my brows slightly, trying to make it all make sense. Losing her, Everchime, would indeed be...crushing. Just thinking of it, I can feel a void inside myself that I had never felt before, and I do not like this form of numbness. Mother, she no longer had Nero. She...must feel...I frowned at my mother, my golden eye so soft and yet so strong falling upon her face to see the clenching of her jaws, the heartbreak she felt. She is torn and bloody already, my mother, and my silver touched muzzle begins to lean in when...

When...something unexpected happened. My hearing is something rather excellent, but I am, distracted by mother's words. It takes me more time to process them all, and it is easy for me to not hear the footsteps of another lingering close by. By the time I notice, I twist my blackened head around, my golden eye seeing a creature so dark, so firece coming straight towards me. He is fast, and there is a ferocity within him that radiates all around. My muscles tense, but my attempt to jump away would not even come to see a beginning. This black devil launched all of his weight at me, and I feel the heavy push of his flesh against mine. I feel the wind flow out of my lungs in a sudden rush, as my body likely slams into my mother. I do know that I quickly hit the ground, a yelp escaping me and filling the air.

I instinctively attempt to scramble back onto my feet, but he is already out for me. I see his fangs, so deadly, showing out of his lips as he dives towards my frame. It is..all happening again. It was the same positon as before, as I lay on the ground, being woken up by my sister's fangs. This time though, the black raven was on my good side...my good one. My one good eye. He was not going to get it. I have enough fight in me, I am not weak. I may be built for speed, but I am not weak. He will not get my eye. I use my twitch movements, moving the delicate parts of my face out of the way of his fangs, but I cannot prevent no contact. His fangs do grasp onto me, for he has the upper hand...as they always seem to have. I yelp once more as the demon's fangs latch onto my left ear. It hurts, it hurts very much and there is, not much I can really do. He has a hold of my ear and he pushes down upon me with his weight.

I do find a growl rippling inside my chest, my body attempting to push upwards as to make him unlatch from my ear. Any type of lift from his teeth from my flesh, and my quick movements will take action. I may be...screwed, however, if he decided to stay latched, and I fear that I may lose part of my ear, just as I lost part of my eye. My body stuggles, my muscles rippling under my black coat but he is heavy and upon me. I snarl and growl in protest, they are harsh and unkind, but the shadow that is I am unable to stop a demon. I can only hope that my mother doesn't abandon me and leave me to possibly die, for if this is just the start of the pain, I do not know what it is like to feel it everywhere else...
Three Years - Loved by None - Following Everchime