All my friends are gone. They either turned their backs on me or they had been slaughtered by their own packmates. I was shocked because I didn't think being friends with me was worth killing someone over, at least not in my opinion, but maybe I'm mistaken on something. Maybe they thought I'd lead them all into treason or something, but that's not something I'd ever do. I never even strayed onto the borders of those packs, let alone start conspiracy plans. While I am pretty sure I could be leadership material, it's not really what I desire. All I wanted was somewhere to belong. That's what I truly desire.

I miss my friends but I have also allowed myself to get over it. You can't change thne past, and besides this girl seemed like she wasn't going to chase me off anytime soon, and it makes me already begin considering her as a friend. I wish for her to be my friend, because I need somebody I can count on. Someone I can tell things to, and maybe someone who will be there for me when I need it the most. All this I start feeling just from this simple first meeting. I seem to be over thinking again, and maybe that was something that scared me, just a little. I very likely need to take things down a few notches. I doubt she's thinking the same things I am anyways. Maybe just this once, I would let the other wolf take the reigns and set the paces. Let the changes take place. The changes that had been waiting to happen for such a long time. As much as I fear and hate change, it's time to let it take ahold of me.

Soft violet eyes almost seem to glow, and yet maybe it's just a figment of imagination. I want her to stay here with me for as long as she can manage it, or at the very least take me with her when she goes. Shredded ear is most forward at her as if expectant of the words that must come, as if it is positive that words must come because they simply have to. "Thank you for offering, it has been much too long since I have had somewhere I can stay. I can deeply appreciate that. My name is Kusaka. And...I'll never forget what you have done for me today, Alice." A genuine smile tugged my lips firmly into place. She may or may not realize what she has just given me, and whether she ever does or not, I won't forget.