There is a lot for me to think about in these moments. The darkness helps with the ability to control my thoughts. They stray sometimes, lingering the abscesses that I do not wish for them to linger in. I do not like going back to those moments and I do not wish to remember that time. Sometimes though, memories are hard to keep down. I listen to the dripping of the light rain outside, hearing the drumbeat as it calms my racing heart. Upon the cavern ceiling, moisture resides and eventually, falls upon my multihued pelt. I am damp but I am not cold. The water has yet to reach my skin. I am still, lying upon the hard floor in a relaxed position. My head rests upon my paws and to the outside viewer, it may appear that I am dreaming, waiting out the light storm. I am not. I am here for it comforts me. The secrets that whisper within are tempting and finally I have come.

A breeze and I inhale lightly. It smells of rain, of nature and life. I know that out there it may look horrid, that the blue above is covered in a dark blanket of sorrow and tears are falling heavily. In my mind, I see it differently. Storms are a cleansing and without them, many things would die. Light thunder rolls above and I know that this is just the beginning. There is a delicate calm in this moment, the calm before the storm. Anticipation licks at my insides and my lips twitch slightly but the smile remains hidden. I can feel it coming, faster. Soon the storm will rage and nothing will be able to stop its anger from rolling. Its building, the light drizzle beginning to become full drops landing heavier and harder upon the floor. My eyes remain closed, my heart pounds and I wait for the storm to come.

ooc: ….wow…terrible and short! I am so sorry! It will get better as I go along promise!

[ 6 summers ][ female ][ loner ] [ played by SuniiDii ]