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Posted on October 4, 2013 at 10:00:06 PM by Isola :: Solaris
 It is a pleasing day I am thinking, yes, for it is not so often that one our own is given to find place and land for himself. I am taking pleasure in this thing, to know that another whom served so long and well for pack my own is given to find that which he desires as Sulan had done before. Perhaps one day, Coza to, will return though I am finding indeed that I hope this not to be so. I wish him only a long reign and one most peaceful. He is a male still young, younger even then myself by a year and yet I find I am assured in his skill in this. He has shown loyalty and courage, he has shown that he is willing to stand and bleed for those he loves and I am thinking perhaps that this, truly, is all one may be given to need. Perhaps he does not yet understand what must be given up, to lead is a privilege, not a right, never, to lead is to put pack first always, always and indeed this can be a thing most hard to learn for those who were not raised, perhaps, to believe this always and forever. Yet time is a blessing indeed and for one so young and strong I am being most assured there will be time for he to learn to be this thing he needs, to be that which his followers deserve and indeed I am pleased to know that wolves my own will seek to follow him, this…Brother of Diveen. I am pleased the young wolves born to the fields and cliffs of my own pack will find a place beside him, to be as they need away from their parents and families. It is indeed a pleasing day and yet……I grow nervous still. The walk is one most long and yet I find I am not hurried this morning. My mind has been peaceful of late, the war is won and forgotten and I desire never to have such darkness taint mine own again, the coming of Spring brings new life and Moladion is calm in this. It is a good time, I am thinking, to begin a new pack and a new era. Yet I do not walk alone this day, no, I do not cross this land unaccompanied though a part within myself perhaps wishes it was so. I allowed the violet of my gaze to drift, allowed those eyes of mine to rest upon the tall boy of white and red who strode so easily beside me. He has grown so lovely, my boy, so beautiful in all that he is and indeed he desires to see this new land, he desires to find a place within it. I take great pride in this thing, that my child, my son, desires to find life for himself for though indeed he will always be Prince of Diveen I understand, perhaps, that he is needing to find….Solaris for himself. Yet he is so young! He is but a year old and I find myself discontent with this knowledge. I am having every faith in Coza, a wolf I know well, yet his pack is not yet large, not yet equipped to keep safe wolves so young and while perhaps Solaris is not a small one any longer, he is still a child and I……do not wish to be parted from him. Perhaps it is selfish of my mind to think these things, to desire to keep my son all for myself and indeed I know well that he desires this freedom, that he desires to be as this and that my Kane, too, is pleased in this decision. Yet I grow nervous as a mother with her first litter. I have not drawn from his side since the day of his birth, have watched over him always and I grow nervous with each stride, knowing most well that I shall leave without him this day. My son and our Prince. Yet I do not desire for him to see this worry upon myself, my features light and smooth with delicate ease this day as we approach the borderline of this pack so new and green and vast. It is a beautiful place indeed, rich with prey and life as it should be and I know most well that it will see success, Diveen will support it Brother Pack in all such things as we do Spriane. I paused once more upon the border line as is custom. I am assured indeed I would be most welcome this day, yet I am thinking, perhaps, Coza might be liking to feel a bit….official. I allowed my gaze to find my son’s once more as the boy so tall moved to seat himself beside me, his eyes of opalescence finding my own with an assurance I hoped indeed I was given to return before I raised my head to the sky to call for he, this new Alpha, the sound of my cry echoing across the land so vast. We waited, Solaris and I, pelts of white and russet aglow in the sun as I pressed against him, lowering my head to lick at his air and smooth his fur though indeed he seemed to take great offense at this, my eyes rolling softly though I did little but grin quietly to myself in this. I am pleased this day, so very pleased for Coza and yet…..this gift I bring, this gift of my own son is one even I am not so sure I am willing to give, yet perhaps, it is these things we do for love that are holding the greatest meaning of all and indeed, if Solaris is desiring this…I will not stop him. “You is being sure this is what you is wanting?” I spoke softly once more, letting my gaze rest upon him as he inclined his handsome head upward, russet-rimmed eyes so bright and alive that indeed I am allowing another grin to touch my lips, to hide my own...nervousness in this thing. ”Yes, Mater, I know what it is I desire. I need to.” I nodded once more, softly, pressing against him as we waited upon that open space, violet gaze seeking his familiar form. 
8 Years || Mate to Kane || Mother of Achilles, Sage, Solaris, Forfax, Ariel & Haziel || Angel Queen of Diveen |
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