I knew it was coming as soon as I said it, nearly everyone thought I was strange whenever I brought it up. I didn’t even dare tell Leonidas about it seeing as he already made fun of me for other things. We had an interesting relationship anymore, I used to think him as my brother and rival anymore though I feel we are losing touch with one another as the days pass by and he remains idle sulking in shadows. I wished to see him doing so much more, especially since I gather that our pack is faulting in growth compared to others. We have no puppies being born and the ones that do keep hidden to themselves. I feel bad for not being able to help more than I do, I wish to bring Orion to my home yet I do not know if that is what he wants. He is a wanderer after all and I do not wish to keep him from what brings him peace.

I was surprised though, he did not speak to me as if I was some idiot or crazy, more curious I guessed. I blinked a little surprised by this, tilting my head slightly so that my mahogany fur rippled gold in the change of light provided to it. ”So you don’t find my pass time strange?” I say unable to stop myself. I received so many funny looks for what I had said in the past. Everyone said I was wasting time with them, and thought I was weird for fining so much peace in something that everyone just found as noise or normal sounds. They were, but that was partly was what made them so wonderful to me. It was something that was a near constant thing in my life which was more than I could say for my family.

Yeah so maybe I was growing a little bitter for being left behind and continuously being on my own, but I couldn’t help but feel this way. When everyone continuously just tossed you aside for whatever else they found in the world. Their own blood. Well I knew better now, blood didn’t mean anything. I guessed maybe he felt the same, maybe even confirmed it by the sound of it. He made it sound like he didn’t care much for his thoughts never lingered on it. Or perhaps he just knew how to let things go better than I did. I nodded as he said that understanding what he had said about not thinking about it long. I too thought what it would be like if I were to leave, but then I do not linger for I do not want to turn into what I hated about my family.

”So you going to linger around here for long? I mean if you need a place to stay I got my own den.” I am not sure how appealing staying with others sounds, but I thought I could try. Surely he wouldn’t mind a soft place to sleep for the night. I could at least make his stay in Moladion comfortable and pleasant.


~ Sings To Iophiel’s Soul ~ Serenades None ~