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I know Ani doesn't understand why I'm like this. She doesn't see the child the way I do. She doesn't see that she's the only thing standing between us. That she's the problem. I've seen them play together and frankly, it disgusts me. She tries to make the child like herself. She sees that light in her eyes like I see in Ani's every day and she gets excited, teasing her into playing. I usually walk away at this point cause I can't stand to see them together like that. Happy, as if nothing else in the world matters. What about me? What about us? I thought I was her everything. I can push all that away when she giggles though. The sound is so light, so carefree that I can forget about the child and the problems she brings. When she feels my teeth, she slows down, allowing me to nip at her scruff. Her hackles stand up, challenging me and I snarl in retaliation. I love it when she fights back. She melts toward me as I whisper and her answer makes me grin in delight, my tail even giving a wag or two as I nuzzle into her fur momentarily, a rare moment of true affection. She moves her ear out of reach before asking a question and it's enough to make a growl rumble in my chest. How dare she bring up her! She sits down on the ground suddenly and I move to a halt before her, my hackles raised now in defiance as I flatten my ears. "Why must you ruin it?" I ask instead. She wants to know why I reject her? I can feel the pain in her voice and its enough to draw whimper from my own throat. I hate it when she hurts. I clench my jaws and curl my lips back in agitation. "She gets between us. She takes all your attention, all your...love. You are not mine, not completely. Not since she came along." There, I said it. She moves toward me slowly and my body shudders. A part of me wants to punish her, rip her limb from limb for defying me and picking this subject to talk about. Another part wants to cuddle into her fur and never leave until she's consoled. She licks my cheek and I growl deeper in my throat. I'm conflicted right now. I don't know if I want her affection or her pleading. She leans against my chest and I stand my ground, blinking continually, trying to work out how I want to approach this. Adonis_male_five years old_entranced by Atania_father to Anastasia_no imprint_blind in right eye_no pack 39", 190 lbs. Devil May Cry x Natalya * sired by Brother to Atania |