He thinks himself smarter than I, but at the most we are equals. He thinks I will need him but that is a mistake. I have never needed anyone, and I never would. Maybe I would take someone under my wing for my own personal desires, or even my own personal gain, but never would I need someone else. Let him desire me, let him not, it truly effects me in no way. He does not matter to me, a simple speck in my life, a simple face in a sea of many. Let him walk away, I will find someone else, let him stay and I will entertain myself with him how I see fit. For I had better things to do than to waste away my time and effort with Enderly, a male who I just met and who has only attracted my attention, not my affections.
Maybe he has faced this same thing before, but he has never met me. I had my own style, my own flare in doing things. I followed no rules but my own. As I gaze into his silver eyes, I can see something in the shift, almost like he holding something back. Could it be a snarl? Had I upset Enderly in someway? Or did he still assume he could try and over power me? Only time will tell, but for now I will tempt the beast further, see how far his limits are and push farther. I was intrigued by the black male, and i'd be damned if I didn't squeeze out every ounce of information I could from him until I lost interest or I found what I was looking for.
"Ah, then it is a lucky thing my life is still long yet to remember such beauty," he says, and I can see in his eyes he is letting the beast calm. "Aye, lucky indeed it would seem," I say with a smirk, slightly disappointed that I didn't push his buttons in quite the correct order. He returns a grin and I know I have put some temptation into his mind. "What makes you think I can't?" he says, turning it back around on me. I offered him the smallest of grins, nothing in comparison to his. I think you stand a better chance than most, but only time can tell," I say, wanting to put a little hope in that heart of his. Maybe there was hope for him yet, maybe there wasn't, but he would never get that secret out of me unless I wanted it known.
There is tension as we stand so close, staring into each others eyes, and then he breaks it by stepping back dismissively. My eyebrow lifts curiously as I watch him cast his gaze away as if I am nothing, but that is the saddest lie he has attempted on me. "Oh well, perhaps the goddess is not worthy of my devotion. There will be others I'm sure, do not wait around for me." he says, flicking his tail at me. I smirk, finding his little ruse amusing. If that's how he wanted to play, well then two could play that game. "Oh dear, well you see I thought you were different, but I suppose not. You're exactly the same as all the other males i've met, nothing special at all," I say with a sigh, allowing my gaze to move away dismissively, my first jab at him.
He moves around the boulder and back to hunting, so I shrug my shoulders and hop back atop the boulder where I could sit atop and either look for someone else if Enderly did not stop his little charade. I laid down on the smooth surface, high atop my throne once more. Suddenly I burst into laughter, unable to contain it any longer. "Oh Enderly, temper tantrums do not befit you. You're intelligent, you should be able to come up with something better," I said, humming in amusement, my tail giving a view waves even though it was my second jab at him. "You have so much to learn about me," I said, though not really talking to him, nor to anyone really. What did these words mean? Well they could mean any number of things, but the meaning was for me to know and for him to maybe find out, if I wanted him to.
(6 years/ Controls none/ Deceives none/ Loner)
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