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AbhorsenThe Wielder
Nymeria
DyrimThe Speaker
None
BelgaerThe Thinker
Kalseru
SaranethThe Binder
Vortigern
AstaraelThe Weeper
None
ClayrThe Seer
Moonfeather
KibethThe Walker
None
ScionIn Waiting
None
MosraelThe Waker
Yuki
CharterThe Power
None
RannaThe Sleeper
None
AmbassadorsDiplomats
Viserion, Myrcella
ShinersHealers
Eldrax
FalconersHunters
Rhaegal, Tychon, Alagai, Paxton, Visenya
BerserkersWarriors
Drogon, Icarus

OutridersScouts
Greywind, Rhaenys, Arthfael
MagesThieves & Spys
Bastille, Samus
RemembrancersCaretakers & Historians
Dandelion, Semele

EldersHonored Retirees
Daenerys, Sleekwing, Tyrion
KinfolkThe Pack
Mêlée, Ashitaka
Emer, Bran, Jabari, Vaella, Cadeyrn, Berwyn, Nerys, Jubilee, Ashur, Reine, Icarus, Kricket, Navarre, Leilani, Jakuta
BairnsPuppies
None
AmateursIn Training
Vhagar

NehimaAllies
Diveen
YraelGuests
None
OrannisEnemies
None

The TombsOur Fallen Family
MoonGlow, Alcide, Sorcha, Fjallraven,
Pan, Grayson, Ravenna, Niviaq


News 08.08.2021
Change was long overdue in Spirane. Now that I have learned who is still an active presence within the pack, the ranks have been updated. As I once took time away from the pack, so too now shall Kalseru. Know that she is still second in command of the pack, as is reflected in her rank. Once you are familiar with the new ranking system, if you would like to change positions or move up in the ranks you need only ask. Let this be a time of new life in Spirane, and a promise of great things to come!

When the snows fall and the white winds blow, the lone wolf dies, but the pack survives.
- - Nymeria



❥ Pregnant | ^ Pending Promotion | ✘ Stolen | Away

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Posted on April 11, 2015 at 04:05:15 AM by Ailith

Ailith
They try to remember, but still they forget
That the heart beats in three's
Just like a waltz
and nothing can stop you from dancing
My slow emotional descent had begun not long before my abrupt departure from the mountain, and things only continued to go down hill from their, weighing me down until I had slowly begun to drown in this darkness. I had fought against it at first, looking for the light in a sea of despair, but eventually I had come to the inevitable conclusion that escaping was not something I could do on my own. While Natu had put a paw out to pull me free from the hole I has sunken into, she was just out of my reach. And now Eric has seemed to retract his paw, making it nearly impossible for me to reach Natu now. It was a hopeless cause.

Sleekwing really was a welcome site. I could almost feel the warmth and friendliness that he always seemed to exude. I know that he can see the empty shell that I have become, yet he keeps his composure, something I silently thanked him for, because I wasn't sure if I could emotionally handle it if he lost it: pity and sadness were things I did not wish to spread when others looked upon me. His smile encouraged me, tried to coax one of my own out, and for a moment I thought I might be able to spare him the rare treat of a smile, but instead it contorted into one of sadness.

He moved closer towards me in concern when my icy, blue gaze could no longer hold his dark blue eyes. When I finally had the strength to look back up, it was too late: tears had welled up into my eyes. I asked him if his sister would grace me the opportunity to rejoin, despite being the sad pathetic creature I was now. It would not surprise me if she questioned my loyalties, after all, it had been my loyalty to my sister Natu that had pulled me from my loyalties to the mountain. I would have to prove myself I am sure.

Not even a breath was taken before he responded, no hesitation in his words. "Of course," he says, not even having to consider it or leave room for question. He had faith in me, believed me capable of a lot, and that let the tears burst through the damn I had tried to stop from cracking. A sad, thankful smiled graced my lips, but there was the tiniest spark of hope there that maybe being back here could help heal me. I needed all the help I could get, especially with my current circumstances.

He moves closer to me, pivoting until he is side by side with me. He nudges me with his shoulder before slowly heading back over the border, and it is enough for me to rise and follow him. I hesitate slightly at the border line though, looking down at it for a moment before quickly following beside him, maybe a little closer than I should be, but his presence was comforting. And it is this comfort that drive me to tell him what I do, to open my self up to a part of me that I had not even told Natu yet; I was terrified of what others would think of me when they did finally find out. "Can.....can she confide in him something? Something she hasn't even told Natu yet....." I ask, hesitantly, the nerves present in my voice. I stop, finding my feet unable to move. I looked at him for a moment, waiting until I got a yes before taking in a deep breath.

"She is pregnant...."

I say, in a low voice so that only he could hear on the off chance that another was near by. It was something I hadn't told anyone, for it was impossible to tell at the moment with my thick fur unless I rolled onto my back. I knew sooner or later I would need to confront Natu about the fact, but I feared her reaction. Because this was not with a mate, not even Eric my imprint. They were with a stranger named Shivershade and completely on a whim. He was gone after the deed was done and I knew he would not play a part in the pups lives at all. I was alone in this whole new situation, and maybe this was me reaching out to someone for help and support.

"She does not regret them. The only thing she regrets is not having them with a mate or even her imprint," there was a wince of pain at the word imprint, feeling a sharp stab to her heart at even mentioning him to another. I look at him, fear evident in my eyes. "And she is terrified," I say, my voice shaky and so quiet, and leaving the ending open for him to add what he'd like: of what others would think, of what could happen with the puppies. I was about to enter a world I had never experienced before alone: Motherhood.

{10 years/Tied to Eric/Loves/Spirane}

Love what you have, and you'll have more love
You're not dying
Everyone knows you're going to love
Though theres still no cure for crying
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**Any position may be challenged for at any time. Please privately contact Nymeria and she will decide the type and style of challenge appropriate to the rank.

Abhorsen - The Wielder: Alpha female and Queen of Spirane. Her word is final in all matters. Vows to protect and lead those who call the mountain home.

Her Council
Belgaer - The Thinker: Second in Command, this wolf is the Abhorsen's most trusted compatriot and confidant. In the Abhorsen's absence, they are able to speak with her authority.
Saraneth - The Binder: Chosen mate of the Abhorsen. They can settle pack disputes, accept members, assign tasks, and leads the pack during hunts, in times of war, or in cases where the Abhorsen is not present.
Scion - The Successor: The Abhorsen's heir, training to one day fill her paw prints. This wolf must become adept in multiple trades. This wolf is expected to become proficient in healing, fighting, hunting, diplomacy, and thievery. They are expected to lend assistance to any of the other ranks if ever needed.

The Bells
Dyrim - The Speaker: Lead diplomat and is often times sent out to maintain good relations with allied packs. Charged with educating the Ambassadors in diplomatic ways.
Astarael - The Weeper: The commander and lead warrior of the pack. Charged with teaching the Berserkers the art of battle.
Clayr - The Seer: Charged with the pack's health, and in teaching the Shiners and those who wish to pursue the art of healing.
Kibeth - The Walker: The leader of the Guard. They are the foremost line of defense, charged with securing the borders and bringing pertinent information from within and without the pack to the appropriate wolf. They also lead the Outriders.
Ranna - The Sleeper: Assists the queen in guarding from theft as well as advising her of news and gossip from the whole of Moladion. Charged with teaching the Mages about theft, secret keeping, and overall sneakiness. Allowed to make and block steals.
Mosrael - The Waker: Caretaker and storyteller of the pack, also the head pupsitter. Often times this wolf will look after the pack's youth and educate them of Spirane and Moladion's history. Leads the Remembrancers in pup watching.
Charter - The Power: The master hunter of the pack. Leads and organizes all hunts and teaches the Falconers the art of the hunt.

The Classes
Berserkers: Warriors and hunters of the pack.
Falconers: The pack hunters
Mages: Thieves and secret keepers of the pack. Allowed to make and block steals.
Ambassadors: Diplomats of the pack.
Shiners: Healers of the pack.
Outriders: The pack scouts who bring all news of happenings across Moladion back.
Remembrancers: Wolves of a kind nature who look after the younger wolves of the pack. These wolves may wish to learn more about healing, but this is not a requirement.
Bairns: The young pups of the pack
Amateurs: Youth of the pack still finding their place

Kinfolk: The general populance of the pack
Elders: Respected retirees who still offer wisdom and insight
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