They Tell Me to Stay Strong..
But They Don't Understand What it Feels like to Feel
so WEAK
The teen many had a mind full of pessimistic thoughts. The blue orbed was tired of it, though it was a problem he would have an issue repairing. Anxiety was an issue in his life, along with the perfectionism and the PTSD. As a child, he was raised by a father who wanted him to be more manly. More muscular. Stronger. Less emotions. He couldn't do it. The only thing IMNI could do was hunt, but that was something that just came to him. Everything else would of had to been taught. But IMNI never really caught bigger prey, he was satisfied with a rabbit or fish or any other small mammal. When he was a scrawny pup, he scavenged for already dead animals.
Bright ice orbs pierced into the cavern. It lured him in, but at the same time, it scared him. Made him fear that someone would come find him. What if someone after me? He thought, trembling. But this place is interesting, what if there is some treasures deep within? He thought. His childish side was kicking in now, as it was almost hidden as a pup. Yes, he did have his immaturity, but once it was shown, IMNI was punished.
So, though the shadow sat at the entrance of the cave, debating whether to go in or not, decided to venture into the cavern. His haunches readied, and he ran into the cave. The beat of his paws echoed throughout the somewhat damp surroundings. The momentum had his fur blowing back, and for a moment, a genuine smile crossed his face.
The shadow jumped off the small ridge, and continued to run. There were many other ridges as well that he leaped off it's surface. Soon, he was deep within the caverns, panting. The happiness which was held within him soon left, his bright seers looking around him. Everything was dark....he feared his father would walk out of the darkness.
IMNI began to search around, for any precious, loose minerals. The pretty ones. One that would be good to give to a lover or something. Though he did not have someone special to him, the ebony still wanted it just in case. Plus, they were pretty. Emeralds, sapphires, rubies...
His orbs saw something out of the corner of his eye. What could it be? He thought. IMNI did not dare turn around, but just listened for any key sounds. His body would stiffen if he even heard a breath.
"Broken words." Fearful actions
OOC - really crappy starting post, I'm sorry! I wanted to say that he saw a flash of red, skidded, and went to search, butttttttt urghhhh. I'll do that in the next post.
.: Brute :: Teen :: Bonds :: Heirs :: Home :.
.: Rosie <3 :.
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