I suppose I could just slink around in the shadows forever. I could make it a game. How long I could without sentient contact. Maybe I'd start talking to myself and oh, wouldn't that just be golden-- I'd be certifiably crazy then. I used to know a healer back when I ran with my father. I asked her if there were any herbs that could cure a disease of the mind and she just said that they were still working on that, but she suggested that I talk to someone if I was 'having trouble.' I just laughed and said that I'd been having trouble my entire life, and she gave me a sad, knowing smile, the kind that was above condescending but below genuine sympathy. Because I knew what she was thinking. She's the kind of woman who ran with the bad guys but wasn't one herself, and she thought that maybe I had just gotten mixed up in something that I didn't comprehend the full meaning of.
I wish I had taken the time to learn a few tricks from her. Because then maybe as everyone was lying on the ground bleeding out, I could have saved someone else's life along with my own. I almost laughed out loud at myself as I thought the word 'someone' because I and everyone else knew that the only someone worth saving had been my father.
My dark ears flicked as I heard the telltale sound of pawsteps approaching, and I pivoted on the spot, my strange eyes focused on the male who made his way over to me. I tilted my head slightly, trying to get a good look at him, and coming up with the conclusion that if he was here to harm me I was probably a little screwed. But his intentions, at least not yet, didn't seem sinister. A small smirk tugged at my lips as I heard his melodious question.
"Not a whole lot of 'somethings' out here." I said dryly, but my eyes glittered with curiosity. I could tell he was older, simply by the way he carried himself-- boys my age were still kind of gangly and awkward. There were a few young adults who ran with us, and all of them had been constantly tripping over themselves, both figuratively and literally.
I raised my head a little bit, trying to gain whatever height I could manage, given the fact that the stranger towered over me. I wasn't trying to make this a fight of dominance or anything of the sort, but I naturally tried to make myself look even just a little bit imposing. "And I'm afraid if you're looking for something, all you're going to find out here tonight is me." I said with a toothy grin, my tail giving a friendly, yet cautious wave. I wasn't about to let my guard down just yet, but I hoped that maybe I'd get a conversation and not a fight out of this one.
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