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Posted on September 21, 2015 at 01:29:12 AM by Tristan
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I wish I knew what others see when they look at me. Do they see a coward like my sister? Do they see someone with potential if trained properly like Aithne? Or do they see the diplomat I can be some day if I keep trying? I hope Eden sees hopes for me. He watches me so intensely as I speak, it's almost intimidating but at least I don't feel like I'm being put on the spot. I've always been an honest wolf if anything. i never see the point of lying about anything so even if it gets me in trouble, I still tell the truth. I know that I've been lying low for a long time and I want to change that if only given the chance. I've always wanted to be a diplomat. Tesseract was helping me by bringing me along to other packs with his daughter but it was my fault that I didn't stick around to follow through and learn all that he had to teach me. But it's never too late to learn right? He is a good listener; this much, I am learning. I've spent some years outside of Moladian with gypsies and loners so I learned some of their culture but nothing beats coming home to a pack I believe in more than anything. It's my last connection to mom and I want to keep it. When he does finally speak, I'm surprised that he likes what I told him. I guess I just figured he would say it'll do or something along those lines. I never expected it to impress him. I nod a little more eagerly. "You can count on me to tell the truth." I assure him. I've never really had a talk with Eden to learn his ideas for the pack, where he wants it to grow and what he wants it to stand for. I tilt my head to listen better as he speaks again. My eyes light up with hope as he lets me know there is indeed work to be done. I scowl in thought as he brings up the wolf who has challenged two packs of Moladian. I offe ra light shrug, feeling like I might already be letting him down. "Not much more than her name, really: Jaidah. What do you wish to know of this wolf? I will go wherever is needed. I can put out the word, make a meeting with her. I hear she lost an eye in the fight with the alpha of Taviora. I think she sticks close to the plains pack though because it was once hers." There, that's all the information I know about her right now but I'm eager to find out more if that's what Eden needs. I want to prove myself however I can. Knowing that he seemed interested in what I learned from the loners and former pack wolves, I duck my head a little sheepishly, taking a deep breath before I speak again. "Maybe we could find some way to reach out to ALL the pack members, let they know that they're never forgotten and they ARE important, especially the ones who haven't picked a specialty. They might not have stepped forward because they don't think anyone cares what they want in life. I could make some one on one meetings with them, find out what they're interested in." Tristan.male.7 years old.son of |
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- it doesn't exist if you can hide it behind your teeth. - By e d e n October 9, 2015 at 08:18:25 AM
.:. time to make a stand .:. - By Tristan October 20, 2015 at 02:23:24 AM
[x] - By Sol November 23, 2015 at 08:38:01 AM
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