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Posted on December 29, 2015 at 09:14:56 PM by Solaris
 My evening had a been a peaceful one, the better part of the day having been spent with Astrid in comfortable conversation, her presence soothing to my soul in one fashion and yet murderous to it in another. I wish to embrace her, hold her, be beside her as I have desired with no other save Siren and yet her heart calls to another and I know well that it will never be as I desire it- for it cannot be and I must make my peace with that. Even so, my own form had long ago given itself to another, one whom even the touch of imprint would not see me abandon, my paws already turned to begin to walk back to the den we shared- and had shared for many seasons now. I would be glad to see the end of the snow, for with winter came desires I refused to act upon without consent and even then I am far old enough to know what comes from the fall of winter snow and I know not what to do with children, much less what Siren would do with such small beings- though it does not lessen the desire of my more physical form for such things. Perhaps it is fortunate that I am hardly one given to a lack of control- the scents of such things near faded now and I am given to relax more of late even if the happenings of my mind refuse to rest in peace and the hauntings of my actions plague my thoughts. Is this what I is like for Siren? Do nightmares of the past refuse to lie in peace for her too? I am sure they do, though I can only hope perhaps my mind does not fracture so much as her own. it does not lessen my….affection for her, more so I simply hope that my own mind does not follow hers into the darker places I sometimes reaches. The cry that reaches into the growing darkness sees my gaze lifted and ears pricked forward, her call one of desperation that sees my powerful form press forward, large, heavy paws colliding with the snow and tossing it aside like a battering ram or wolfish snow-plow as the red marks of my bloodline glow faintly in the fading sun and I plunge onward, speed quickening with every stride in an effort to reach the tiny black creature whom cried so desperately for my presence. Her very call was enough to ignite a fire of sorts within myself, determined to reach her at any cost as I barrelled further and further onward, my den well within sight now- the scent of her an assault to my senses and yet one I welcomed as I leapt into the clearing with heckles bristled forward in anticipation of an enemy I could not find. “Siren?” It is surely not the first time she has cried for me and I have discovered her to be....unharmed and it will surely not be the last, my towering form loosening now to lower heckles and tail and allow my lip to fall over the white teeth exposed with dangerous intent as I turn to her now, form softened entirely as my lips merely smile. “You are very loud tonight.” Little more than a chuckle finds its way to my lips, one filled with good intent and softness as it is so I move forward to embrace her, to wrap my form so large around her own so small and chase away ever lack of assurance with the steadfastness of my presence. “All is well Siren, is it not?” 41in, 185lbs || Kane x Isola || Brother of Achilles, Solara, Forfax, Haziel, Seraphina, Shiloh, Hadrian, Phaedra, Calliel, Arkane || Peacekeeper of Taviora |
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