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An update/explanation
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Posted on May 26, 2016 at 12:02:16 PM by Meryl

Hey guys so I figured I should tell you all what's up. I've been severely depressed and my anxiety is being stupid and just generally I am upset over all. I got news two weeks ago my kitten Ori wasn't going to live much longer. He has a rare form of feline leukemia which manifested in his bone marrow so he's not producing blood anymore. There is nothing anyone can do about it. Normal tests don't detect this type, though he tested negative for it both times you have to biopsy the marrow to see this type (I never had it done it just can't be anything else causing this....) it's genetic nothing I could have done to prevent it. He's been getting worse and these last few days have been very bad and I know I am going to have to decide very soon to let him go which litterally kills me in more ways than I feel most would understand.

On top of that Will is leaving for deployment soon. I've learned where he's going and what he's doing, but due to the nature of his job I can't share almost any of it but he won't be as safe as I was originally told. Though he promises me up and down he'll be fine my brain is just awesome and makes me have night terrors over it.

And this is super minor over the other things but is caused by the second. Soon his dad, dads girlfriend (who will be referred to as harpy from here on out) and sister are all coming to see him before he leaves. That is understandable. But they, as a group, are very not comfortable to be around they bicker and fight and the harpy in particular judges everything you do and say. In combo with sister who hates harpy and Isn't afraid to be catty with anyone I'm in for a fun week. Just adding to my already high amounts of stress. They are just not a good combo at once... I can handle just sister or sister and dad but adding the harpy just is horrible.

The long story short I have been spending almost all my time with Will and Ori. Once Ori goes... Well I think I will be back ish after I heal. My apologies for my sudden disappearance, the sudden shift in power in Taviora and just everything. But I simply am just being emotionally overwhelmed and posting is impossible. Even on days where I feel better nothing comes to me or I want to jump up to check on Ori every five minutes so I get nothing done anyway. I am really sorry guys I really am. I'm still away and no eta on when I will be back it just depends I hope you all understand.

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Hey MerMer - By Ayita May 26, 2016 at 05:09:12 PM
<3 - By Riley May 26, 2016 at 12:08:48 PM
merrr, - By sol May 27, 2016 at 03:34:00 PM
Dear Meryl, - By Toulouse May 27, 2016 at 04:27:11 PM
Thanks so much guys - By Meryl June 1, 2016 at 10:14:59 AM

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