Children. It is better, I think, to discuss Underidge's own in these moments despite his obvious distate for the act of raising them. After all, I know how it is. My first litters were...difficult, one might say. Between the abandonment Achlys put them through and her taking of Eros, I am often surprised to see the three that remain from her doing...as well as they can. Ehiyeh is a unique case among the three but soon, her case will be absolved. As for Renai's...it is difficult to say. They were not an intended thing, a byproduct of my own young curiosity. Though, one daughter at least thrives in Taviora, close to Zeltzin and my children.
It is those children that come to mind with a flick of my ear. Moteuh. Perhaps my rage has blended into one feeling, one distinct sensation that drives me headlong towards Samhain. Once he is eliminated, I will move to the next. Let Taviora have their folly attempts at diplomacy but I know it is a simple resolve - Aranck will die. It is the only way to pay his dues. I have grown tired and weary of diplomacy. All the talks in the world cannot put the blood back in her body and bring her back to us. But, at least others can die in her name. It will not be myself that kills Aranck, no. It will not be a stranger nor even Underidge but Moteuh herself.
Today, it is Underidge that I will use though, it is a symbiotic thing to be sure. He senses my anger, my frustrations and I sense his eagerness. We are using each other in this moment as I grin at him, seemingly eager to speak the name as its foul taste slips through my lips.
Though I doubt I need to provide him with a reason, I will do so simply because...I want to.