She had come back when Kalseru first took to the throne, she wasn’t entirely sure if the Alphess knew of her presence around the pack or not, but she had been here again. She wasn’t sure if she was happy just yet, wasn’t sure what to do with herself while here in Spirane once more. She had left to broaden her horizons, but the death of her father, and the vanishing of her traveling companion was enough to draw the girl back into the lands once more. She knew Sila was their mother’s daughter. She was the one helping with all the herbs and plants. Panik wasn’t exactly interested in all that stuff still. Every time she even looked at herbs there was a bad taste in her mouth, and her body felt numb and tingling, just like the day she had grabbed the wrong plant. She wasn’t scared per say, she knew some plants were amazing and perfect, but she couldn’t shake that feeling that one little mistake would ruin hers, or another's life.

She knew she was smart, able to learn those plants and it probably wouldn’t have been an issue. She was a fair combination of both her mother and father, but perhaps a little more her father when it came to these matters. In terms of understanding emotions, and believing in things, like imprinting, she was on board fully, even if she hadn’t yet found her own soul mate, she believed it when her mother said that her and her father had been. After all how else could she convince him to have puppies with her and he didn’t go wandering somewhere else to someone else more… well she wouldn’t say compatible, but someone he felt would have been better fit for him with similar thoughts and beliefs perhaps. Still fate knew that they were perfect for eachother. That her father needed someone like her mother, and that was simply that. A smile creased her muzzle at the thought, but she was on her way to check on her mother even if Sila did the most of it Panik wanted to be around and help too.

She wasn’t expecting to run into any of her siblings, but as she came towards her mother’s den she heard her call for her brother Baird. She wondered for a moment if she should wait. Pausing on the trails for some time before letting her little paws carry her forward anyway. It would make it more fun if nothing else! She was quiet, she doubted anyone would expect her to be sneaking around anyway. Her very small, golden form didn’t blend in the snow but she was light on her paws. She slinked her way down the Mountians, soon seeing Baird going on by to their mother, rushing towards her and near tripping at her feet.

It was perfect really, Panik followed his light little trail coming up behind him, then hearing his news. ”EWW!” She shrieked loudly and playfully from behind him. Hoping to surprise him if nothing else and tormenting him in the way only siblings could to one another. ”Someone actually slept with you? Gross!” She giggled lightly. Smart as she was she still enjoyed her play and games, just Baird had a way of making it so easy, even after a long time appart.