Liland knew he had no claim to Zjeena or any of his mares. Though he was pretty sure Ylva would be returning home if she was given the choice to. Belikov as well. But that was not why he was coming here. Perhaps deep down he wanted to take Zjeena home but he wouldn't want to force that so he was just gonna try to convince her to let him see his foals, hers and griers when they are born. Perhaps if his family was still at home he might of been willing to wait to meet Zjeena's and his child, it had been a small possibility even though he believed in being there in some way for the children you create.

Maybe this would of been all different if he had told her his past. She would at least understand why he followed his anger over all of this. It wasn't her he hated or even Rougaru now, it was himself. There had been so many ways he could of changed all this but back then when she was still his anger droe him, his emotions drove him. After there breeding he had for the most part left them alone, other then having havelle update Zjeena on new terms, terms he thought were nicer and fairer.

But no Rougaru had to continue the drama by taking his family. Liland had no problem with fighting and he would do it again if he had to. However, he was here to try to avoid this. So he watches as she finally approaches still keeping her distance. He had never physically harmed her and never would. He couldn't , he still loved her.

She asks why he was here, though he isn't sure why she asked. There only a few reasons he would be here. The hardest part was his confession that he was going to give.

I am here to try to make sure i know my foals that are due in the spring. As well asHe pauses at this and looks to the sky as he takes a deep breath.As well as to apologize formerly to you for how I treated you before I kicked you out. I let my anger and my past control me. I am not proud of it at all and I've wanted to tell you this since the day you left. I know there is no saving our relationship , I wish there was a way but I know there probably isn't. The least I can do is try to get the chance to meet my foals and spend a little time with them. He said.


His ears are planed out and his eyes are averted from her as he feels the want to cry but he forces all that back.Everything you said back then was what i should of listen to. The normal part of me wanted to listen to you then, but that day he showed up brought back a similiar scene from my past and it sent me into a rage. Even though I know you are nothing like that mare from my past I couldn't see past the similiar actions and I am sorryHe said. He doesn't know if she believes him or not but all his words come out sincere yet saddened. Because he was sad. Sad that he lost the mare that he loved because of his inability to get over his past. He still remains in the surf and does not move from it.