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Posted on June 3, 2010 at 04:57:16 PM by Blake
"You take the Breath right out of me And left a hole where my heart should be..." I watch as the coils of smoke slither through the air, great snakes heading towards the dark sky, there tongues lapping at the oxygen and consuming it as they pass. I watched them to distract myself from these thoughts I was having. The wolf inside me was burning, agitated, caged. It wanted to come out, to rule over me like it normally did, but with a new found power. It now had the power to be able to do it. Normally, I kept it under wraps until I felt a need for its speed, its stamina, but right now, all it wanted to do was what it wanted to do, and inside my head, it was making me believe that it was something I wanted to do. My head pounded like a drum and I inhaled sharply on my cigarette thinking it might dull the pain. But it did not, after a few moments, I flicked the useless thing into the water after Charlotte's and turned to face her as she spoke I watched her lips move and could tell what she was saying but it was as though I couldn't hear it. It was as though someone had put cotton wool in my ears so that I could only hear the voices in my head, not those of the things around me. For a moment, the wool disapates for me to be able to hear her. She was saying how I reminded her of someone back at home, in a good way. My lips twitch into a small grin, the thought of reminding her of someone comforting me. Probably meant she would be more inclined to stay if she trusted me as much as the guy back at home. However, could I be trusted right now? What was going on, I didn't know...She is speaking again but I can see beneath her clothing that she is shivering. I remove my coat and place it around her shoulders, careful not to knock the cigarette out of her ear. She is speaking about how long she has been here and I concentrate on her lips. Her smooth, soft...woah, stop, time out Blake. I look away from her and shake my head, the drumming getting louder. But then it happens. She shows signs of the same thing. I look to her and place a hand on her shoulder. She is pressing her hand to her head and it is now that I see the birds fly. The wolf inside me wants to hunt them, thinking they are real, but I know they are not. They are works of art embedded in her skin by ink. But inside, the wolf does not want to know. I stand, tempted to walk away but I can't leave her here like this. I can feel my teeth sharpening and I growl to myself. What the hell was going on? I manage to substain the change and returned to normal, for how long, I didn't know. Charlotte now says she feels weird and I turn to her. "Me too. What's going on?" I kneel beside her, smiling. "Are you ok?" I say, remaining stooped down so I could see her in the face. Something had changed in Shaman and I didn't like it. I didn't like it at all. "You've got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of You." |
Replies:
- ...lyrics lyrics lyrics - By Charlotte Tweet June 5, 2010 at 08:41:12 PM
- It's not the end of the world now baby... - By Blake June 13, 2010 at 11:12:32 PM
- 83 - By Charlotte Tweet June 16, 2010 at 09:42:57 PM
- It's not the end of the world now baby... - By Blake June 13, 2010 at 11:12:32 PM
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