<font color=#7D522F size=1>Choke on guilt that's far too good for you</font>

Your King Asmodeus
Your Queen ~~Nyimara~~
The Second None
The Herd Name, Name, Name		The Sub-Herd Name, Name, Name
Allies Name (Land)		Enemies Solomon (Cove)
The Rules There will be no fraternizing with enemies. If you put yourself knowingly in danger, don't expect a rescue. We are only as strong as our weakest link. See to it that you are getting stronger in some skill that is useful, whether it is battling, recruiting, charming, etc. The King and Queen have final say in all matters.

Choke on guilt that's far too good for you
Posted on September 10, 2011 at 09:59:51 AM by Cersei

She was so mad and so confused. Never would she think her own mother - the very person that brought her into this world - would betray her dad. She's hurt in some weird way. Cersei is aching; her heart. She wants to cry, and she does in short periods, but far behind her, where Hush can't hear or see. She follows reluctantly and several yards away. A predator could have picked her off and she would have vanished off the face of this planet.

Part of her kind of wished that had happen, but some cruel fate kept her alive. As her tears have dried, her sorrow turns now to more anger. She can't stay mad at Hush forever. She still loved her beautiful mother, but she could hate this Hollowpoint all she wanted. He drove her family apart. He was to blame as much as Hush.

My life, my perfect life ... is gone. She could have stayed at the Cove, but she couldn't abandon her mother. Not when she always looked so sick, and so weak. A call makes her thoughts disperse and raise up her head, ears pinned in the direction. It's him. She didn't even want to say his name, not even inside her head. Almost immediately her ears pin flat against her skull, and not even looking to see if Hush was coming, Cersei breaks out into a full canter. She wanted to get there before her mother did.

The heat was like torture. The cold of the Cove was suddenly the number one thing she missed, but she tries to ignore it. She struggles in the sand, cursing at it. At the end of it all, she does find him, all nestled by some oasis. She charges onward, through the sand, a fiery lioness ready to kill. "This is the so called paradise you offer my mother? It's a godforsaken hell!" She is panting as she stops in front of him, her ears still pinned and her skin soaked with exhaustion. "You drag her away from the safety and all that my father gave us. To this? Some wasteland? " Her words are like acid. Harsh.

Cersei doesn't even care if her mother was right behind her. She wanted them all to hear what her heart had to say. She wanted to start crying, but she fights the tears. "I'm so angry! At both of you!" She doesn't know if she should also turn around and yell at Hush. She's my mother. I shouldn't have to mother her! "Well? What do you have to say?"

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Daughter of Array & Hush
palomino roan sabino mutt mare of less than a year, standing at fifteen.three hands high (wfg)
lives in the deserted desert

Character by Nook / Picture by Blake
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Replies:

yeah, I'm a freak; but thanks for loving me 'cause you're doing it perfectly. - By hush September 11, 2011 at 12:37:31 PM
- scream out "what will save us?" - By hollowpoint September 12, 2011 at 07:25:50 AM
  - Say one word I'll laugh and bury you - By Cersei September 12, 2011 at 03:16:29 PM
    - love me cancer-ously, like a salt sore soaked in the sea. - By hush September 17, 2011 at 05:06:19 PM
      - i'll be your detonator - By hollowpoint September 21, 2011 at 04:35:23 AM

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