anubis
im frozen with this fear
that you may disappear
Life was taking a sure fire opposite direction than Anubis wanted it to take. Life was going to be different here in the desert without Sway’s bright smile and cheerful nature to spark things up. He missed her so much already. His attention was upon Zena as he spoke to her, knowing though he tried to be an unmovable force in the way he showed his emotions, he didn’t feel right now to keep the image going anymore. Giving up the pretense that he could keep his emotions hidden under a thick veil was impossible anymore.
Eyes lost their attempted glow, and his features as he gazed upon the soft black and white femme that stood before him. He didn’t know how he could be a leader when the world barely made sense to him anymore, when he could barely understand why you could have someone in your life one moment and then have them ripped from your grasp without warning. The pain was unlike any that our boy had felt before, and he sighed, a heavy hearted sound that rasped out of his lips.
“Under different circumstances, I’d tell you I’d like to introduce you to the other mares of the herd, but as of a few days ago, you’re the only mare under my own control, the other’s belong to my brother and my third, Evolutional.”
He spoke quietly, his voice raw with emotion. He couldn’t speak her name, it was too damn hard to think she was gone and he couldn’t change a single thing about it. His eyes looked to the painted mare, and the sorrow was clear to see in those souless eyes. He was so lost, so misunderstanding at the time.
** [Anubis]
** [Six]
** [Mixed Breed]
** [Gold Cream Champagne Dun]
** [ee/aa/nCr/nCh/Dd/nZ]
** [King of the Desert]
** [Breakdown x Seren]
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