This is my fantasy to live Posted on June 6, 2014 at 07:41:35 AM by Fantazer
It is now that she listens and gathers what she can from this buckskin mare. She is pregnant but this does not worry Fantazer. She does long for a child though, but that is not yet. Perhaps when the season rolls around again that she might bear Lyden a child. This is the stallion she loves after all and would he understand her absence? She doesn't wish to wander anymore. She had never loved another and he'd find no scent of a stallion on her except for his faded own. She had no need to find attention elsewhere and she had never truly left the Forest. This was her home after all and Fantazer had merely been hiding in the shadows. Why? She's still not sure. She might never be sure and maybe that's okay. They were not always meant to have all the answers right?
Shy? No, Fantazer is hardly that. She's pretty sociable and perhaps, even a social butterfly in nature. She's wanting friends and to know those around her. Fantazer just doesn't know how to explain where she's been and why she'd hidden herself away. She's given up trying to find the answers to those questions. She doesn't have them and she cannot force her thoughts to bring them forward. She won't do that to herself. Had she been exploring a lot of this time? That was a possibility and she would not deny it. She had wanted to be familiar with the homeland around her. It seemed logical in her thoughts. Not that she's sure but then, was anyone ever that? Not fully she figures. Fantazer will not trouble her brain over it though. She has other things to keep in mind. Such as her companions that she's come to find are a part of Lyden's herd. They are herd mates and she cannot wait to get to know them.
"Jormungandr, Gandy. It is a pleasure to meet you." She caught the statement then and smiles softly. "I am sorry for that. I have been exploring and familiarizing myself with the Forest. I guess I got pretty carried away in that I left no time to get to know those around me." She feels pretty awful about this and vows that it will never happen again. It must not! Replies: