Was I left behind?
Tell me, tell me I survived.
In this moment, in this fleeting though exhilarating period of time spent totally encapsulated by Larka, I am free. I am free of the worries that wait for me once she becomes a staple part of our herd. I am free of the guilt that still rumbles in my gut over what happened to my mother, Evaline, and what came of my brother, Kasabian. In this moment, I can't feel the fear of the uncertainty for what's become of Petal, a former herd member, and my brother, Paradiso. All of the issues that keep me awake at night, that buzz around my head until my sight blurs and sharp pains urge me to amble aimlessly all night. I watch the silver mare now and take a deep breathe. The sides of my barrel expand and then fall suddenly with a heavy exhale. I admire the way she takes in the Prairie, the way her eyes sparkle as she registers the vastness of it.
I don't want this moment to end.
The jaunt across the terrain feels so good. It's almost as if my chest is cracked open by the sudden exertion, and the weight of everything is released from me. I halt at the top of the hill, nostrils flaring as my lungs fill with breathe. A small smile finds it ways across my whiskered maw as I watch Larka move. It's poetry in motion; her steps are light and lofty, as if she's floating across the terrain. When she reaches me I nicker eagerly, taking in her strong perfume. A chill runs down the length of my spine when she reaches for me, her nip landing lightly against my shoulder. I want to touch her, I want to wrap my neck over hers and just drift away. But before I can do anything, Larka is moving again, her hooves fast against the earth. she calls out to me and my smirk widens.
I toss my heavy cranium high over my withers, sending the matted strands of my brown mane to lap against my thick neck, and carry on down the hill after her. My dull and chipped hooves beat the earth like daggers, giving way to a thundering beat. I can hear the cool wind in my ears and I am thankful for this moment. I whinny wildly to Larka, cocking my head back as I pass her and venture east, our bodies rising and falling with every sloping hill we conquer. Eventually the Prairie's lone water source, a rustling river snakes its way through the distance and disappears into the brush toward the Forest. I only slow my pace from a gallop to a canter to a trot as we approach it, coming to halt at the river's bank, where my hooves sink easily into the soft mud. I nicker to Larka before lowering my head to drink. "This river runs from one end of Luthien to the other." I say once I've had my fill. "For the most part, it is safe to wade in. Though the current can be dangerous and prone to flooding in the spring and summer months."
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