Confessing some of her feelings to Raider made her feel better. It was a weight off of her chest, but it did not erase all of her worries. There was still Angel to think about and what she felt for him. She has done a good job of ridding herself of Ylva so at least the Fjord mare was no longer in this mess, but Angel and Raider were still fighting for her companionship. Angel was hers since the day she brought him home to the inlet. Then she met Raider and fell in love yet again. She couldn't take it if any more drama happened.

Raider speaks and mentions he had multiple personalities. She did not recall him ever telling her this, but she has seen signs from their past conversation and now. He was somewhat different than the first time she met him, but Solaris didn't care. "I don't care what troubles you have Raider. I know deep down you are a good stallion. You wouldn't hurt me." She says this with emotion and eye locked on the stallion. He says he could harm her, but she doesn't fear him. She knows this would be impossible.

He then says something that makes her feel even more conflicted. Why couldn't they just embrace and be done with this talk? Raider asks her to leave Angel and join him instead. She wants to, but...she doesn't. Secretly, she has wanted the strong-bodied Raider to confess feelings for her and beg to have her. She had once had these bubbly feelings for Angel too. She was once so happy when he said he liked her and they shared an intimate moment that led to her becoming pregnant.

Raider comes closer and begins to touch her nape. Her body shivers, but not out of fear. He says it again, she should stay..."I can't..." She whispers. "I want to, but I can't!" This time she yells and turns to nuzzle his strong shoulder. "I am having his baby and he...he loves me. Do you love me?" Her watery eyes rise to Raider's where she waits for his answer. Did his answer really matter? Her mind was already made.