To my herd:

First off I want to apologize to you all for my behavior. I let my love for one mare get in my way of being your king and I am deeply sorry for this. After talking with Your new Second in command Talien I have some what come to my senses and I promise that things will be different.

To start off I have decided it for the safety and best for the herd that Zjeena no longer be your queen. I fear she does not have our best interest in her mind and heart. She has allowed a stallion who is our enemy to change her heart. So I have made a deal with her and Rougaru though he will only honor part of it for a year. I think she wants it longer but she has let her mind and heart be corruded into thinking Rougaru is capable of letting things go. He is not. I have for the most part let it go. I hate him, I can never like him but I won't be bothering him or his mares unless he bothers us. She is free to come and visit her children but only her and the current foal she carries. If Rougaru is seen on this island he is to be avoided by everyone and it is to be reported to me. No one and I mean no one is allowed to go to paradise for any reason. I have defeated warsaw once but I know he will attack again possibly in the spring. There a war brewing but as of right now it does not look like we will help on either side. I have made mistakes and I plan on trying to change these or fix them.But I will state again Just because Rougaru leaves us alone for a year does not make him our friend he is not and never will be. His ego is too big. Zjeena would of had me bow to him and not make him bow to me. He claimed he wants what Zjeena wants but its is clear it is a lie because if he did he would of negotiated an alliance. He has not and does not want an alliance. But that is her choice. She is a traitor because she chose him over her herd. I would of never asked her to fight him but she should of sided with me when she saw he wasn't willing to let things go. I was coming around to doing just that but he will not.

To my children, Nat Hav Im sorry you had to go through all of this. It pains me that I missed so much of your growing up. However, just like everyone else you are not allowed in paradise. Your mother and soon tobe sibling will be allowed here to visit you any time they want.

Bran I am sorry for the pain I've caused you as well. Your mother hit me at my lowest and I reacted negatively. However, she is allowed to visit here and if you can promise me to return home you are free to visit her in the prarie but ultimately this is your home and will be till your three and ready to strike out on your own.

Rayna, I am proud of you for stepping up at your young age. I am proud to call you my heir you will do great things when it is your time.

To everyone, Talien is your second in command, this means she is mine and the queens advisor and if I or the queen are not around she is in charge of your protection.

As for your queen, I have chosen to make Ylva your new queen. I know she is new to the herd but I have talked and gotten to know her and believe she will do us justice and be loyal to us.

I understand if you don't wish to forgive me but from this day on I will work to be the king you deserve. I will no longer let my emotions run my life.

LILAND