Meadow

It had been a month since he released Zjeena. A month closer to spring. He still loved her with all his heart but he knew he had done the right thing for the both of them because neither of them could see eye to eye. He knew Rougaru would of never made an alliance with him even if he hadn't demanded something in return for it. No, despite what Rougaru had claimed he had made it also clear that he would never become Liland's Ally but Zjeena still had wanted that and couldn't see that Rougaru never would. Rougaru won in the end. Liland's anger and hate for the stallion chased Zjeena from him. Sure it wasn't entirely his fault blame rest with all three of them but there was very little to be done.
However, Liland's requirements to Zjeena sat heavy on his shoulders. No he still was getting another foal from her and that foal would live with him. But he wanted to allow Zjeena herself to move between Paradise and wherever he may be freely. The foal would never step foot in paradise itself however, he couldn't risk that. Its why he told Nat and Hav they couldnt either, it wasn't because he didn't want them to see their mother but he feared they wouldn't return to him.

Before leaving the island he told the two what he was going to do and that to give him a half hour before they can make the swim to the meadow as well to come see their mother. However, he needed to see her alone first.

He had sent a message to her and hope she'd hear it. He was nervous, he was sure she hated him, in fact he didn't believe she ever truly loved him but that was beside his point. He grazed as he waited. His heart ached and if it couldn't some what resolve Zjeena hate for him then he did not think he'd be around very long. No one seemed to be happy with him, whether it was because they thought he was in the wrong or just because he had changed for a good period of time he didn't know.

LILAND