Posted on April 3, 2020 at 10:55:40 PM by Noctis
 Noctis Even if his father had told it was for their safety he would of looked at him wierd. It would of been saver for them to stay here after all mothers home was right next door to the forest and any of warsaws allies could of gone there. It was what it was and he knew it was pointless to argue with his father. Why he couldn't understand anything apparently. His father always seemed to be fighting someone. Whether it was this Liland or the forest herd he was always fighting. He was tired of it. His father was lucky Liland hadn't decided to take revenge for all the attacks. But that was none of his business.
His ears flick at the sound of rustling leaves. HIs father shows him the playful smirk he always held when he was younger and part of him flies back to that past and wants to engage in play but, he also wanted to make it clear to his father he was not gonna be pushed around any more he was not going to be over looked. Two years old he was gonna show him he was strong . He had a little of both his parents in him after all. He snorts as he studies his father trying desperately to figure out the easiest way to approach this. He does not wish to fight his father but he wanted the respect he was owed. Despite everything not once did Noctis try to leave and join his mother and brother permenantly . He has thought about it and fought himself about it but he stayed. He wants to play and rough house with his father but that won't get him what he wants. However, he knows how his father took to his mother demanding a queen position. What would he say about him wanting to be his second in command? He knew there was another stallion around but he hasn't even met him. He studies his father keenly thinking on how he can approach this without his father getting pissed off. Because things like this pissed his father off, maybe it be different because he was his son but maybe not. Noctis didn't know. He snorts at his father and tosses his head. He paws the ground and shakes his head after and then rares up lashing at the sky as he still can not figure out how to approach it. He lands with a huff as he now just eyes his father. Thinking over his words and he snorts. Not entirely no, I just don't see why you would allow me to go visit on the island that has the war. That seems unsafe. I would of thought convincing her to hang out here might of been saver for them its not like the herd hates my motherHe said at first. But no that wasn't enirely what brought on his resolve. He continues studying his father wondering what he would say to his logic. But my opinions don't matter to you do they? I am just someone carrying your seed, im not an heir im nothingHe finally says.that ends today, I do not wish to be classified any longer as just a herd member, I want a rank an important rank that others will see that I am respectedHe says finally. He watches for his fathers reaction. I respect you I deserve the same respect and im tired of just being that foal, the foal with a mother who has her own opinions the mother who decided despite her love for you and me she had to leave. I am looked at as the foal whose mother was hated by the lead stallion or at least disliked. I will not sit around any longer and be that foal. Its time I step and take my rightful place. Not as a lead stallion but a second or something along those lines.He said now standing proud though his resolve was slightly faultering under the steer of his father. He was scared that now his father would hate him. He didn't want that. |