He really should of kept Lerya and then traded her, maybe brought her to Warsaw for one of his sons. However, he had let his anger take hold and he demanded she leave instead. Oh well it was too late to reflect on that past. He wanted to move forward and he had been trying to. If Rougaru had left his herd alone he may of just left Zjeena to raise his foal alone without him bothering her to let him see them. It hurt to know now that not only will he be missing out on one mares foal but two because he knew Grier most likely won't return till the baby is strong enough and that hurt a little more then not seeing Zjeena and his. He missed Grier and even Pidgeon. But he had been forced to let them go. He hasn't even seen his Daughter Havelle even though she clearly had the ability to choose where she went. Maybe Zjeena turned them all against him. Maybe they only cared for one side to a story or cared about the past and not the future? Maybe they weren't loyal to begin with.

He shakes his head from the thinking as Glory and speaks and he wants to just pull Glory to him. Her mind had not been altered by Leyra insistance. I do and I am trying. It is just much harder when you loose all your family to part of your past. It hurts so badly knowing I will only meet one of my foals this season when its bornhe said looking down. That was the main part he was upset about all this. HE was a stallion who believed in being a part of his foals lives and now only one would know him from birth and god only knows what Zjeena will tell there. HE believed Grier would tell thiers nothing bad about him, that he would get to meet it it soon enough. I am glad of your way of thinking, I think I need more of that in my lifeHe said and slowly his hooves carry him toward her.

He reaches his muzzle out to her to take in her scent before moving up to her side and beginning to groom her.