Zevulun wanted to tell Darshan she had nothing to apologize for, but the words stuck in his throat. He knew that wasn’t what she wanted to hear just as much as he knew there’d be some sort of emptiness hanging at the edges of them. He chose to give her a small nod instead, acknowledging her apology, then smiled in that soft, understanding way he often had as his pale blue eyes hung open across her narrow, emotion-filled face.
The quiet was disrupted suddenly and seemingly without cause. Alertness felt like electricity sparking in his veins, every sense leaping to full use, adrenaline heating his blood. Zevulun’s head shot up high, his pink nostrils flared outward and drank in more of her smell, of what was around them. It was just Prairie grass, but there was something… something else...
Please, please... the desperation in her heartbroken voice made tears immediately touch the edges of his eyes. They swung wildly to her, focusing all his attention on what was happening to Darshan in that moment and what she was trying to tell him.
Find him for me, f-find him - Rom… Romulus. And Larka…. I need her, I need her now more than ever.
Zevulun only nodded and tore a few quick steps away, his pale hooves digging grooves into the dirt beneath him. He bellowed out a high-pitched whinny, one that would alert any and every herd member that heard it. Hopefully one of those would be Larka or Romulus. The Prairie lead refused to go too far from Darshan. He wanted to be not only in sight of her, but in earshot too.
The thundering of hooves pulled his attention and Zevulun looked toward the distant swell of a long-grass carpeted hill as two of his sons, Ramiel and Jasper, crested the edge with their tails high and eyes wide. Before they could start to descend toward him, Zevulun yelled, “Find Larka! Find Romulus! Bring them here now!” The stern command in his voice echoed over the distance. A tone Zevulun hardly ever used unless the situation called for it.
This one certainly did.
Zevulun flicked his pale tail and whinnied out again as Jasper and Ramiel took off in either direction to yell for the two horses they sought. He turned worriedly back to the lean mare kneeling on the ground, wet trails of tears down her cheeks. He dropped his head and huffed a breath, moving closer to her, wanting her to know she wasn’t alone, even if he wasn’t who she needed right now.
“We’ll find them, Darshan. They’ll be here in just a moment. Lay down,” he urged gently, beckoning her with a sweet calm to his tone. The panic - his panic - was still lying beneath the surface, but Zevulun had plenty of practice at stamping it down to focus on the situation at hand. Was the pain Darshan was facing the normal pains of childbirth? Or was this something more dire?
Zevulun took a breath and cast a worried look off to the distance, hoping he might see a sign of one of the horses Darshan had asked for.
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