She begins to explain what happened between her and Nahawi. She says he is different, that he was no longer the stallion she knew from the Shore. "There are many sides to Nahawi." His voice is quiet as she continues to speak. He had seen Nahawi change many times over the time he had known him. From a newly appointed Boss, to a target among the brothers because of his softening heart, to a herd leader, and even to a dead stallion walking. It was hard for him to believe Nahawi wouldn't be 'himself' again. Whatever that was to Pan.

She explains she had no pact to run away with him. The subject changes to Enigma as she states his threats did not keep her around. He was surprised considering how she had inched towards him when faced with the large black stallion. It was the first time he had seen fear cross her face. The first time she had chose to lay some trust in him for protection. Green eyes search her face for any clear answers. He could be the shyness in her smile. Something a mare has never shown him before as she steps forward.

Pale ears twitch as she softly says she knows he was trying. His stares in confusion and waits the silence out until she explains. Pan breaks their gaze as she begins to speak. He nods when she says she never wanted to have a foal as a payment. The world did not always work the way she wanted, or even himself. He looks at Garmr who has children running around and mares who stict to his side. She explains a little of where she comes from and how she had been abandoned.

He wanted to reach out, but he does not as she collects herself. Her mismatched gaze finds him again. A sudden sweat takes over his body as she speaks. "They are, I-" He shutters unsure of what to say. He takes him a minute to think of something to say, eyes shifting. He takes in a deep breath and releases it quickly. "I do care. About you." He fidgets. "You make me nervous." He whispers as if someone was listening in on them. You never know what brother might try to make fun of him later.

"I, uh," He stampers again as his eyes roam away from her. "I told you before I was born and raised here. Even when my mother escaped did I never feel abandoned. My brothers made me one of them from the start. Even my own blood brother lives here with me. His name is Warg. He came here to find me once he left mother's side and never left. Became one of us." It was unlikely she has met Warg yet since he wasn't super social. He was an attractive young stallion so it did make him nervous that Pan might find him and like him better.

"A child of ours would never be abandoned. Not by you and not by me as long as you allow me to be in their life." His mother had fled this place and though they weren't close anymore he could still feel her loving touch. He just didn't need it anymore and they didn't exactly agree on how to live life.