I'm the nightmare in your dreams Posted on February 3, 2026 at 09:07:56 PM by Cursed Dreams
Curse kept her eyes shut, wishing her life had been different. It was hard to get over everything she’d done.. what they’d done. It was like the worse parts kept playing on repeat. This was why she never spoke of her past. Why had she let her guard down now. Her internal torment was interrupted when Ashitaka bump her muzzle with his own, it wasn’t a gentle type of touch but unknowing to her it did its purpose as her eyes flew open from the shock of it.
She blink at him, a little like a deer in headlights, a little stunned before soon regaining her composer.
“Of all the words I would use to describe you; weak would never be one of them. She eyed him carefully. He didn’t know her well but seem to see her, it was an unnerving thought when she spent her life hiding the truth. He might not see her as weak now, but would that change if he knew all her flaws, and there were a lot of them.
He spoke of her being able to get a fresh start. Did she want one? Yes, very much a yes. Did she deserve one though? She really wasn’t sure.
He spoke of liking who she is now. If only he knew the half of it. Her fate had been twisted in poison from her first breath. Even she didn’t like the person she was now, this twisted, bitter thing that kept reminding her of her past. Her failings.
I’m not so sure you would if you knew the things I’ve done her voice cracked a little with the emotion she tried to hide, parts of her past life came with a physical pain, not just emotional.
When he joked about her heart not needing to be a block of ice she couldn’t help the small sideway half smile at his joking around, easily recognising his attempt to bring a bit of humour her way. As her blue eyes met his she nodding slightly, appreciating it.