The forest stands tall and lush here; ancient trees reach weather-twisted arms to the sky, fighting monster-like storm clouds back with their interlacing fingers. Shadow seems to lurk everywhere you look, but it spills calmly, coolly, inspiring a sense of stealthy calm or protection rather than unease. That is, if you've forgotten what kind of creature might be stalking just out of sight...Abendrot is a land cradled by the dark woods on all sides; in the center, some of the larger trees stay behind to reveal a small plateau - a citadel where this pack can gather and defend itself from invaders. There are, of course, softer sides to the land. Clearings here and there allow the sun to throw down its rays in incongruously resplendent gold showers. Ignore the lingering scents of blood spattered here and there along the borders: those do not concern you. The river on one edge of the territory is playful enough when it hasn't been gorged by violent rain. You can choose to note the ragged claw marks raked down tree trunks and the forest floor as friendly "Home Sweet Home" signs, if you wish.

All who treasure loyalty, order, victory, and the occasional indulgence of raw visceral pleasure are welcome, once they've been approved by the ever-watchful eyes of Abendrot's Alpha. But keep one thing in mind: no matter what your motive, this is not a fool's Paradise. This is the land of soldiers, assassins, and spies. This is ABENDROT.

Make up your mind quickly and prepare to prove your worth. You wouldn't want to add to those blood spatters, would you...?

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I thought you were different
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Whether you liike it or not you are a little jailbird. Thats what you think. Her words eat away at me though just the same. Make me a little angry. "Maybe they aren't completely innocent, but I bet they are innocent compared to you. Because Im pretty sure that they have never thought of killing someone, or even carried it out." I smirk, my voice has a cold twist to it. That one is for calling me a jailbird, which I won't be for long. Trust me I will get out of this Hell hole. I won't kill for anybody and I especially don't want to do what anybody tells me. Thats what my parents were for but as you know they died. "I'm sure you will also be surprised at who will actually stay true to theirselves and not fallow anybodies so called Orders." I don't know about any of the rest of them but, I plan on staying true to my own values.

I listen to her explain about the rabbit and the thorn both kind of have a good point, I ponder about it for a moment. "I have killed one before but it was just so I wouldn't starve. You know what starving is right? When you are so hungry that your sides ache terribley, when you feel as if you won't even last another day or even a few more hours. So yes I did kill a rabbit so I could survive." Wow does she really think that killing a rabbit and killing another wolf are basically the same thing? Because thats what this little lesson is telling me. "Killing one of your own kind and killing a rabbit aren't the same. You wanna go and tell the wolves who killed your children that? Tell them you don't care that they altered your life, and took the lives of your pups. Tell them that you don't have nightmares about it, tell them that you.. You don't miss them. I'm sure your pups didn't do anything wrong, nothing wrong enough to get killed. Oh wait I bet you killed those guys too. Maybe killing my parents was a necessity, maybe they were in the way. That makes it all the better right. Just giving them excuses to kill. Your saying its necessiary to kill people, but its not!" My voice is raised and I feel like killing her for just saying that.

My eyes have water covered over them, I don't even want to look at her. She continues speaking and I listen like a good little prisioner. "We both know why you explain yourself to me." She explains herself to me because she thinks I look like her daughter. I'm not Palau though. Im sure she knows that but she must be holding on to what little bit of hope she has. I won't ruin it for her.

Lecture about being sorry, what can it hurt to be sorry. Her facial expression goes blank and for a moment I am not sure why. I guess its just a lesson she wants to teach me."Well nobody else is ever going to apologize for it, but fine it won't happen again." Not looking at her the whole time still it kind of hurts. I just stare at the ground. Time to put up a wall, not let anybody in. Just shutting down. Its something I do.

Look at you then look at me.

I let out a small growl. Discusted. "Yes look at me then look at you, you chose to be like this and to live here. I have no choice now do I?" Finally I get up and get untangle my paw from the tree roots, I don't want to stay here. Not just next to her just out of here completely. I swallow hard. "Wouldn't they be proud of you now." I say shaking my head.

Her words hurt. I'm sure that is not how any of it was really meant. But it just hurts, it hurts like Hell. How could she sound so sweet but be so much like the rest of them. I know I have been out of line and I am apparently in no position to even be anything more than a slave. But all I want now is to either get out of here..

Or Die..


Before I go, I just really want to hear what she has to say. Not that it really matters to me. Not now that is.

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