RUHANI
See how Quick I can take your Life
As the wolf speaks I stop and get off of her. ''Ivy, im so sorry. I didnt show up, I just couldnt handle trying to push myself to prove that im worth it! Im so sorry, im a failure and I dont deserve anything.'' I stop gulping down my tears. I take a moment to breath. My form sat down and I looked at Ivy. My golden eyes now filled with tears. I held them back though. Why cry when Ivy was pissed at me? I looked at my paws. To ashamed to look into her eyes. Now, what was it I had said myself? Oh thats right, I wouldnt leave Ivy, ever. I shut my eyes tight and then look at her. She was beautiful. My best friend that I had promised not to leave, I had failed! I promised to stand by her forever and I lied! I couldnt bring myself to speak.
When I finally gained my voice back I opened my maw. ''I know your pissed as hell at me, but hear me out. Please. I left because I couldnt handle it. I'm back though. I went up north and did some work for some wolves. I trained myself Ivy, I was free, I was upset that I had failed you though. I promised I would find you though. And I have! Your here! Im here! I finally found you and we can get back to where we left off! Im still an assassin, a good one too. Ive killed I dont know how many wolves.'' I stopped to look at her. I got up and backed up. Wondering if she was ok, ok with me coming back. Or if she even still wanted to be my best friend. Though I knew she couldnt rely on me and I couldnt rely on her. Not like old times. I didnt smile I didnt show any emotion. ''Please. I want to come back, back home in Abendrot with you. I miss it, I miss trying to prove myself, I miss the criticism from everyone. Most of all I miss being with you. I got up and walked forward. Nuzzling her neck and breathing in her scent. I hoped she wouldve heard me out. And not backed away.
Female | Teen | Love | Pups | Abendrot Pack | Assassin
Then lets see if You can breath.
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