At Leisure Lake the sun is always shining and only a few stray clouds roam the open sky; paradise is the one word that really describes it. This beautiful lake is clean and refreshing, the very best place to swim and fish. Pups are known to play here while older wolves watch at the side, engaged in their own activities.
"I'm Fine." IP: 24.96.175.152 Posted on June 10, 2013 at 09:31:27 PM by Ka!e
It hadn’t always been like this, or maybe it had… I’m not really sure. I can tell you for sure that I’ve always been confused. I was the one who always asked questions and never understood anything afterwards. I was stupid one, but I’m not really stupid! I as smart as any wolf, I just took a little longer to learn things; if I ever managed to understand what the hell they were trying to tell me.
I am the only lonely, the one child that my parents were blessed with… I’m more of a curse.
I’m the reason my dad died…
My mom used to tell me he was on a hunting trip for a while, but eventually I found out what really happened. I was broken, I yelled at my mom for days. “Why didn’t you tell me!? I was restless and she was scared. I was larger than her, like my father… I was strong, powerful, however you wanted to say that I could have easily killed her…
I ran away after that. I couldn’t stand the looks she gave me. She longed for my father and I was too similar to him. My browns hues exactly like his, my stormy grey eyes… Nothing I could do to change.
I tried healers for my pain, for my looks, my confusion…
The confusion was another thing. It didn’t really occur to me what might happen when it came time to find a mate. And no I’m not gay… but—
I’m not straight either.
I don’t know what I am.
I know there’s the term bisexual but I’ve never been that close to a guy or at least I try to deny it. I used to have a really close friend, it was a guy and that’s what made it complicated. I couldn’t tell what my feelings where for him, was he just a friend or something more! It was like that for years until I asked him how he felt about me…
Well most boys would have run away screaming after he answered me but I was drawn to him; like physical attraction.
My friends name was Calisto, it had never occurred to me that he was bisexual either but when he told about how he felt I couldn’t deny what I felt either. I was besotted by his appearance, his long ebony fur and piercing blue eyes… oh he was so beautiful!
But back to the point, it was the first time I finally started to understand what I was feeling… I was scared but Calisto offered protection, but as more than a friend… a boyfriend.
He was more feminine than I and so it was understood that I was the “brute” in the relationship. We eventually split up after my mom dragged me back and here to Blossom Forest. She doesn’t know about my sexuality…
She has enough problems already… I on the other hand am still confused…
Girls… Eh not really
Boy… more likely
Is that Wrong???
~~~
The lad had been in Blossom Forest since he was a only 1 years old. It had been a quiet life, no father, no other brutes asking for his mother’s attention and so that left him. The only brujo left in his mother’s life, a sad one at that. But that was months ago… He had escaped from Hell and was on the open road!
Muse had been wandering Blossom for some time and felt he needed to settle down and relax… but how could he “settle down” when finding the ‘right’ wolf was so confusing! Muse sighed in frustration as he padded along the lake shore; the sand soft between his pads, his muscles rippled beneath his pelt.
From his looks you wouldn’t think he was ‘confused’, as some put it. His appearance gave him the look of a brute looking for a female but for Muse it was either or… male or female. Why had he become like this? No one knows… It wasn’t something he was born with, or was it?
Ughhh….
Muse shook his head trying to clear his head, his stormy eyes covered by shadowed lids, creases formed along his face creating a frustrated look. Anger swelled in the boys head, screaming on the inside but somehow calm on the outside.
~~~
The juvenile had been standing at the water’s edge for some time when a scent drifted across his nares. The redolence of the unknown male was surrounded by the chaparral that was encircling the lake. Muse took interest and started in that direction, but a new scent soon crossed him again. This time of a femme. Oh no… this was asking for trouble.
Muse stopped in front of the area where the aromas of the two unknowns hung heavily in the air. He dared to breath or move hoping that maybe they would notice him and make him come out. He didn’t want to bother the two, but the way the female said hello made him think that they were not acquainted. This was his chance!
The brute stood from his position his head and shoulders coming into view, heavily muscled and very toned. He smiled, slightly crooked.
The girl stood before the male, who laid in the grass, her coat was silky in the light and the browns were like chocolate mixed with some onyx stone. It was beautiful, she was angelic. The lad who lay in the turf had a pure Emory coloured coat which slowly faded with grey clouds replacing it, starting from his hips to the tip of his tail. The lad felt fragmentary around the two cherubs; his white coat splotched with browns and shaded with grey; his eyes where tempestuous grey portals that emptied into a hole of confusion.
He padded from the brush but no further, his audits swiveled back and forth; his haunches rested upon the ground and his breathing a slow steady rhythm. The rhythm not disturbed by the slightest movement but by his vocals. Hi… I’m Muse... What a fool, his words were a broken record said by every living creature every goddamn day.
That was Stupid.
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