Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
I am not left to reminisce and bask in a sense of belonging for long, my head lifting and my gaze locking solidly and yet hauntingly, calmly upon the yearling boy. "I have come for my sister and brother, young one." I know that they rule these lands, because if I hadn't heard hushed whispers upon my return my visions would have told me, or maybe my intuition and instincts themselves would have. My scythe of a son waits for me in these borders as does my sister dearest, though Phobia is truly gone. One thing that I can never recover, however it seems I had found another to draw affections from as well as place mine own onto. I can sense the Sun drawing near, almost as if the sun's rays are bending to take physical shape, and I am overjoyed.
I can see my beloved Sun now so very clearly, and maybe now I lighten up even more as a smile tugs over my lips. He was something that could never be replaced, just like my Sky and my Scythe, as he stops beside the yearling boy. I wonder if most of this pack was comprised of yearlings, and other younger creatures, although I know my Sun much better than that, He has older expirienced wolves under his rule, and yet I am pleased when I see how he shows the youngling recognition. I let my pale lavender eyes meet his as he stares, ice blue ringed iris almost seeming to glow the faintest bit, and I am rewarded with words. "Much too long."
My voice is melodical, and the smallest of smiles remains kept upon my lips. I want to leap forward and bury myself into his fur like the olden days when we were still puppies, and yet those days were long since over and of course I know that, I know that of course. I am happy enough just to be back where I belong, and that I am not a ghost and that none of my true family has fallen. My haunting white tail waves behind me in happiness, my soul feeling at ease for the first time in a long while. "I look forward to spending quality time with them."
Again those enchanting tones seem to simply mist the air between us, my ears twitching as the smile remains pulled tight to my face. I notice subtle changes in my Sun and I am not very surprised by this thing, I know my beloved Sun brother better than any of these strangers within his borders, though indeed the Moon and Sky would know the Sun better than those beneath it. Haunting eyes watch my beloved Sun brother now, as he rises to his full glory, tail waving a more leisurely pace in open friendliness.
"I did not plan such a thing. You kn ow this as much as I do." A soft pause before my answer continues. "Sinclair you are a lucky fellow....as for my whereabouts I do not know the name for such a place...but I had intended to come home. Here."
l u c r e c i a
Warm me up in a nova's glow and drop me down to the dream below
Bring me home in a blinding dream through the secrets that I have seen
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