Dark paws carry me slowly through the vast fields. The wind blows and caress my fur as well as the grass that extends all through the fields in the usual golden of the falls. My dark body, speckled with a golden which the pups had so creatively nicknamed me for was still looking alright. Except for the scar I carry on my left leg. The pups call me old gold, because of my age and because of the golden colour hidden under my dark fur. Emerald started it and it is starting to become more solid. They keep calling me old gold everywhere. For sure I love it. I love to be known among the pups. I have always loved pups, they are so innocent, kind, creative, fun. That is why I always dreamed about becoming a dad, as I am now and I must admit it is even better than I thought it would be. Well, I had been through a lot and a few of my children had... Well, been lost and... hate me. But I have Ska... After all that happened I had been gifted with such a sweet girl. I cannot forget Eric, who is a honored wolf and loves me. Vidar. He had been so strong all through his life, he had been through so much and still he keeps fighting. I love them all so much.

I feel so much better, just so much. My life had been getting better. My rivalrie with Amir is fading away little by little and is growing into a friendship and I am just so thankful for it. It is going to take some time for him to trust me and I know, but now I see hope and I can see a future for myself, my Ska, Eric, Amir, Vidar. I can see myself in a distant future watching my grandchildren running and playing with each other as Amir names the next avenging angel. It is all better. Going to Diveen had been the decision that changed my life. I am so thankful Isola accepted me. That Heyel still didn't take my life.

As the sun slowly reaches the top of the sky with almost no clouds to disturb it's calm blue, I find a spot next to a rock to rest. It had been a long time since I had last been out in the free lands. I laid down, leaning against the rock and just looked at the sky with a wag of my tail. I kept my left leg with the scar up, so I don't lay on it and feel pain. With a happy sigh and a small smile I laid my head on my paws. I'm just so thankful and so happy.