Istas wasn’t sure what to believe. He had grown up thinking he was strange and broken. So him being with another male could be normal? Or was it still not normal? He wasn’t sure where he stood but he knew this. The wolf male before him wasn’t opposed to something or someone like Istas. The white pelted boy knew that Renegade was handsome and attractive. But could Istas love him? He wasn’t sure and as the question came from his maw the brute stated that well it was true and very possible. That was how he felt to his partner at least and Istas shifted slightly under his hardened red gaze feeling a bit ashamed for not just accepting it.

It was so hard to though, after being told all his life he was supposed to like females that were pretty much terrifying. After all several females had made an attempt on his life, they were just… Mean. He didn’t understand a single one of them except Ayal and he hadn’t see her in a very long time and wondered if she was even okay. Probably some jealous girl got a hold of her… Besides his mother she was the only girl he actually liked, but he knew that was because she was his imprint and sort of burly looking. Still though the boy replied to the wolf before him, ”Sorry… it’s just… hard to believe.” He shifted his paw through the dirt again.

As he spoke again saying that his partner was the only wolf he had loved was his partner and a male. The fact that he could potentially flip a switch and like females, to Istas, was strange. Could it work for Istas like that? No. He already knew the answer he just didn’t like any female but Ayal and everything about Renegade, all the way down to his scent was simply more appealing to him than his imprint.

”Is it possible for you to show my how it works?” He asked a little eagerly taking a step forward. ”Loving someone that is.” Really he was sort of naïve when it came to this, he sort of had the idea that love was something you did, like when a male and female mated to have puppies. If they couldn’t mate to have puppies how did they love? Was it possible? Or was it something else? He just didn’t understand, he understood pretty much every emotion but love? That one was completely foreign to him.

They never seem to catch my eye but I never wondered why