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Need encouragement
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Posted on January 27, 2015 at 03:50:13 PM by Cake

SOOOOOOOOOOOO

My life has been a roller coaster during the five+ years my ex and I been together but the last year has been hell. We have fought over everything and she has invited trouble in the form of another woman into our dynamic. Well recently it has escalated to a physical brawl because frankly I have had enough. I am sick of the lies, sick of the omissions, sick of the betrayal, and sick of the pain.

We since then she has moved out and I have struggled to find my footing in this game of life. Thank God I am working or I would have been on the streets WITH my daughter.

I have sliced my arm pretty bad and it is a wonder how I missed my vein and I think that subconsciously I wanted to hit it even though I was not consciously going for it. Then I picked myself up from that and continued like there was nothing wrong with me. That this pain couldn't be worse than what I have experienced before but if I am honest it is. It is worse because she has become the person I never thought she would be. SHe has become this monster out to hurt me.

I feel...I don't know how I feel but I want to become stronger. I don't like this feeling of being inadequate...of not being strong.

Replies:

Hiya Cake! - By Meryl January 28, 2015 at 01:56:42 PM
oh gosh :( - By Orion January 27, 2015 at 09:13:05 PM
Cake... - By Illium January 27, 2015 at 05:50:44 PM
Hi love! - By Apollymi January 28, 2015 at 04:20:24 AM
>> - By Sol January 28, 2015 at 06:33:55 AM

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