it is hard, living in the chamber beside his brother’s empty one, hearing vladimir rise in the night to lay in the bear hide and catching the boy staring into the hollowed eyes of bleached bear skull. then there was panzer, sad white son of the red baron, always seeming to find excuses to reject any occupation of his time that did not keeping away from the dens (at least, that is, if ankh was not also there). then there was the thoughts that cast off to some blue eyed golden boychild lost to the mountains of spirane. heir of his brother, apart from his family, though loved enough that fenrir would not press or ferret out excuses to find them.
it had been hard on natu, in the first place, that there was such a bias against him. and oh, it was bias, for all the alpha preached her royal seat off about being for the pack. there had been strangers, utter vagabonds, who had been given complete faith and trust - who had no reason like he did to remain loyal like a mate, for heaven’s sake. no matter. natu had decided for them both. it was not family that spirane had wanted, and that is what both he and natu deserved. trust and belief the same as the rest of those who would offer their oath.
only, it has reached them that her son, he has gone. it is not clear to him how - he refused to ask his mate after something so raw when she had so kindly removed all conversation of his brothers from their lives. he is returning with three prairie dogs caught on the border of diveen and he imagined she would still be in, their children ranging about to give their mother peace as he had bid them to do with their uncle seamus.
death-green eyes peer into the dark where he had left natu resting and he whines lightly as he lays the prey at her feet and tucks his nose beneath her throat with a sigh and groan, speaking muffled, “you must eat, my light.”
FENRIR
the dragonborn ; of scotavia
male | 18 years | 37 inches | 150 pounds
vagabond residing in asteraia | mate of natu
father of : arthfael, alistair, alexander, ankh (x natu)
sire of : weylin (x charlemagne), taliesin (x doe)
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